What I've been thru and my thoughts on that

BTW, I don't expect anyone else to go thru what I went to be "my equal." I reacted on a whim, much of what I did/do I don't know why because my intel is innate. I lead myself, I don't follow. Knowing what you're doing even 50% implies you can predict the future with at last 50% accuracy. That's called being conned and shrinks do it all the time, usually with meds to "sedate" or "aleve" your symptoms. What kind of doc doesn't cure a "disease?" Attempts are made at terminal illness and often succeed and crazy isn't terminal unless they can manipulate/break you into suicide or doing something that gets you killed, or close to it, or merely kill your repilutation and chance at life/happiness/love so you die inside. BTW, best step off my brother. Like I said he was fine before Midtown got hold of him like that kook got hold of Elizabeth Smart. If you can't drive under the influence of prescription drugs, how can you live? I can take the bus/taxi but I need my mind and health to live and be alive. Oh and watch out for docs that say, it's not him/her in there anymore. That's how people act when given a date rape drug. Oh and comatose? I'd check for zombie drugs and give someone an "antidote." Anyone ever try bringing someone out of a coma by an antivenin for zombie juice coupled with a low amp, low volt current to jump start the brain? There are physical properties why a brain wont start up, similar to a car. Find out how to affect the physics of the hardware, not merely look at the "operating system" of the human body/endocrine system. Hackers do it to break into. Perhaps "breaking into" the human body, since you do surgery anyway, might work. Oh and make the sub skin porous like fish skin, per my previous post on deep sea subs.