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basically mormons make gang territory disputes look like boyscouts having fun. And my sister was quoting finding nemo today saying "mine mine mine." Oh and wasn't it someone that told me just because someone has aspergers, which I think my sister has, doesn't mean you aren't intelligent or crafty? In fact, when people pointed out that GW was "stupid" because he couldn't talk straight others said "that don't mean shit, have you ever socialized with a nerd in person? A programmer/hacker/gamer type? They can't talk straight and not just around the opposite sex. You'd think you were at the special olympics if you hadn't chatted with them online, where they come across as geniuses." Everyone has their "home territory" and hidden talents. I can live in both the "real world" and cyberspace as far as social capability though I need a person face to face when it comes to love. And my mother really does know that I know what is up, but acts as if she is justified in not giving a shit because she claims to have done all these things for me? Sorry, even as a kid I wasn't that grateful and that really irked you didn't it mom? Whether or not you read this, you'll hear about it from neighbors, friends or family, since I did photograph the caller ID and not just the Neelys and Andersons call like crazy but sometimes the Coys and quite often my military dickhead of a fucktard brother, who is pussy, and I'm sure my younger brother and his homo friends and their cell phones or skype or who knows what, and who knows who else is calling my whore mother and communicating with my family. Why? She's a worthless cunt and I'm still reporting her wetback illegal greencard ass for social security fraud. Yup, that's what I had intended to do originally and what that "ex" impeded me from doing. Basically, it was a love/hate thing. She told me just do it, and seemed afraid if I told her my plans. If I remember right, since I was hacked it seemed to me she was afraid I'd get nipped at the bud before I even got too far and end up failing completely. I wanna say, Nicki, I'm sorry I said those things. I was basically raped, tortured, assaulted and more while here in Utah, Portland, but not surprisingly, not in Vegas. Oh and my mother bragged and later apologized that she had me brutalized for disobeying her. While in Portland I think it was, she had called me up and left a voicemail saying it was not my fault that ANY of this happened to me, including what the mormons put me through with my sister and why I was trying to reach www.mormonabuse.com which my ex, Nicki told me about. And she's English, so I suppose I was duped in that aspect as well. I'd venture to say, England is much much better than Utah, and lots of the USA, and not just because they're England but because apparently, for whatever reason, people have gone crazy here. Oh yeah, I deleted that voicemail off my Blackberry because I was so depressed, so sad and lost all hope that I didn't care and I already knew it was not my fault. Oh and Dean Truex, my father's gay friend that tried to assault me in California, in my own room after Dan Brantly told him to get the fuck out of our tent at Zion's Camp, looks just like Rob Hunter for some reason. I suppose the imagery is what counts. Well, I body slammed old 31 or 33 year old dean and everyone came running up to see what happened. You see, he wanted to "wrestle" and I showed him my favorite move, and it's called pain. I slammed the white boy hard. And I told him that if he ever tried that again, I'd murder him. I told him to get the fuck out of my house and that if I ever saw him again, I'd carve him a new one and he could fuck that. Well, basically that's what I said. When it comes to sickos, I will kill them and I'll fucking enjoy it. I know I did tell him that if he ever tried that again I'd kill him. And where did I learn Portuguese? From my father. He was angry that I didn't like the language as much as I liked Spanish. You know, I am sure I've been to Portugal or somewhere more south of Mexico. Perhaps not Portugal but maybe Brazil. They speak Portuguese too. I remember describing things to people and they'd tell me no no dummy those things aren't in Mexico, they're here and here. I've described Spain and other parts to people, and not from pictures but from other things. I suppose that's where the smart ass comments from cowboys came from about "psy-ops" and whatnot. That or they were trying to make me not look bad or wake me up, I dunno. I'm emotionally exhausted right now and feel like punching someone in the neck. BTW, Dave, if you go near my ex, and especially if you orchastrated this shit, you're dead. Plain and simple. You're a danger not just to me but society and if I have to take care of you myself, I will you fucking homo. Now I remember why my neighbors spiked my food. Yeah, after that first promise of bloodying my faggot neigbhors lips, and you can add the side one too if that was him talking shit, dunno if it was the dipshits behind me, but yeah, I remember my ex still inviting me to drink in pubs in England and I accepted. I know I mentioned that to friends and family like an idiot, and I kept seeing graffiti in Salt Lake, near the missions of that mask from the movie V for Vendetta, my idiot younger brother's favorite movie for a long time. He wouldn't shut up about it. He scared off another girlfriend who found my on myspace, and he basically kept trying to get me to admit she had great DSL, or dick sucking lips. He got angry when I wouldn't say it until I finally said it just to get him to shut up. Then I never heard from her again. I wonder if he recorded it and made like I was an asshole. But yeah, anyway, I keep seeing that Kenny fags gauge graffiti in salt lake and straight edgers also wear gauges and many mormons are straight edgers. Before I got pissed off and talked shit about neighbors, I downloaded a ton of photos and bookmarked info on straight edgers and including mormon ones. I read many are vegans and hang out in groups just like I see in Salt Lake City and now they have undercover ones that drink and eat meat and whatnot, just like the terrorists in Traitor who go to titty bars and more, to throw off their enemies. How would domestic terrorist like straight edgers and animal rights activists raise money to combat a public or issue that doesn't care about their cause of not nibbling on an animal's bum? If that really is their cause. They sell drugs, get into porn and prostitution, and clubs, stealing, hacking and who knows what else, just like Hektik, That Guy Gil, and perhaps a bit of blackmail, extortion and intimidation since the Internet allows for all kinds of data mining, info to be gathered, safe havens to hide those naughty photos of "corrupt" officials, or video, or audio, or even scanned documents from church info on "wow that guy touched boyscouts when he was on his mission" to medical stuff many people would be embarassed about or would get them fired and so on. Yeah, do you think even the hypocrite mormons would allow those clubs here? No, they wouldn't. Not unless someone literally twisted their arm in some fashion. Oh and if lives are at stake? What if some poor mormon saps or other cultures had their kids or even adults brainwashed into even more dangerous cults? Well, it'd simply be a human hostage. Something akin to, hey, you'd best give us what we want or we talk so and so who is important to you into either killing, getting thrown in federal prison and arranging for prison rape or murder, or we'll kill or rape or drug them into a coma outright. Or simply keep the families from seeing them, and work on said subject so they hate their family, hurt them real bad, and do things like get hooked on drugs, get into porn, get and spread STDs like AIDs or ones that make them sterile, get pregnant with say, some black or other type of person of any color that that family fears or despises...so many ways to get your foot into the door, especially when it comes to morons too used to having the upper hand who, how did those gay guys from dead hackers and urban hows put it, become complacent, fat slobs? Something like that. And a few comments about them being idiots and conforming so blindly that they didn't know their ass from a hole in the ground. Did I mention that the dead hackers said they smoked marajuana regularly? Not just the "hippy" looking guys like Jude and his blonde gay friend, but the "well dressed and manicured" ones. Oh and once I was at Jenica's/Tim Jacobsen's house and this heavily tattooed Mexican guy comes over with supplies for cooking? Yeah, I'm not racist nor judgemental but that was out of place, especially for them since THEY are racist and judgemental. Yeah, they talked shit like they had black or Latino friends, but those were either super rare, unless associated with church or drugs, and "friends" from church are more like chaperones than friends. They're the most likely to backstab or talk behind your back or compete, so them as friends would last about a month at most before they grew to really loathe them, and yes, that tends to fluctuate but since they "debated" me on things like white separatism, legalizing drugs, Kyle was one of these creeps and I remember him being mad over not being able to seduce a 16 yo I dated when I was 19, and I remember the argument going over premarital sex and I just said the first defense that popped into my head out of protective insinct. I wasn't even dating her at the time, that didn't happen until I got on lower lifes or lower lights and by then she was 16. Anyway, if that was Kyle at Subway, he's got a shitload of tattoos though there's always that painted on crap that people told me I should get, DHS/UH included, rather than permanent ones that would ruin my IT career. But yeah, I remember being badgered on the BBS's after being invited by gay old Rambie to a "more friendly" environment after I complained on a PC Board BBS that my father had talked me into joining, that nobody respected me, were really cruel and if there were any places that a young Latino, who had no friends, was all alone in this world, and had no support from religion, could go hang out and feel safe and find friends or a girlfriend. Well, he invites me and then the cyberbullying and worse, the brutality began. Since I put my address in that stupid thing, the BBS guy was waiting there as I signed up, and made me put my address. I didn't think about it, I was "under the influence" of medication so I put that address and the next thing I know I needed speech pathology, and memory therapy. Great. So fags, and online geeks, and druggies are not dangerous? They're often one and the same and helping each other along with a few of their gang members friends. A few might be an understatement. So yeah, dude stop now and stupid jokes about floaties and yes, they do have family in North Ogden, Fruit Heights, where Ken Gayler/Sears if from etc etc. So, well, I suppose it's those mormon idiots doing their thing again. Oh gee, you thought you'd escape our clutches? I don't think so! You see, a guy like me is both a commodity and an obstacle, an opportunity and an asset. If I had married one of their daughters I'm sure things really would have been peachy keen, if they were really serious about that. A few seemed to be, while others, were freaked out by the idea of being in the same room as a Mexican, and since Latinos get their kids taken away by child protective services, the mormon church and the border patrol, well, I'd guess to say not all gangs who are a pain are out to get me. It's safe to say only the mormons are in this state, or I'd be dead already. In fact, I would dare to say that nobody except mormons are out to get me. Why is that? Who gives a shit, it just happened. If you need a long drawn out explaination for everything, and since I mentioned it, I'm tired of explaining and I just want results. Mormons are complete shit and now they have me almost hating someone I love, and England as well all because I wouldn't conform and "accept" that I'm their slave, or just property. Why is it that Black people are friendly to me and Muslims and Jews? Because they know I'm not a fucktard. Even if they were checking things out a bit and seeing what their enemies are up to, the fact they stick by me and protect me rather than do the pump and dump thing goes to show, to me, that they aren't fucktards and it's not like they asked for the info either. I approached most of them and said, hey, you know what is going on in this shit hole? Yeah, it's starting to come back. These shitheads are racist as shit, and fucking crazy, and out for blood. So yeah mormons, you can blame me and I'll proudly take the credit. Blame is something you idiots call it. I call it my victory dance because you are a bunch of nazi psycho fucking pieces of shit. Hell, nazis are better than you. At least they don't hide it and scurry about like rats on a sinking ship. A ship you keep rocking to tip over and poke holes in while you plunder the supplies and disease the crew/citizens. The neo-nazis of today at least, mostly seem really pissed off though I'd say they do go about it in the wrong, most distasteful way I can think of, and I say that as an insult to you mormons since it'll piss you off and give other people a chuckle and an idea of what your souls are like. Especially those people who don't get along with neo-nazis. And yes, I did meet neo-nazis that are way way nicer than any mormons I met, including family. It shocked me at first sorta but quickly made sense because I live in the moment. Hey, what's the difference right? All this planning and even God can't save all his kids nor the mormons and none of the christians or other faiths so don't pull your high and mighty shit on me asswipes. And I did make the mistake of blurting out to my mother, since her and my sister both watch my computer activity like a hawk and the neighbors out back too, or someone behind me. I hear noises on my deck that are not the wind and get the creeps and hair standing on my neck from someone watching me from behind, that I found photos and articles on straight edgers and including some that showed that mormons were involved with them. Oh and my brother Josh, before, and recently, mentioned he didn't like New York and when I first met my ex, he kept insisting he'd traced her to New York or that she was from New York but wouldnt' say how he knew and why that was such a big deal. I do know the mormons preach that they were run right out of New York, Palmira if I remember right. I'll google it but that book The Ark and The Palmyra Incident, now I know why that's familiar.

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Seriously, when I started reading the Ark a while back, even before I had gotten my tMobile shadow, when I had gotten that Sony Clie PDA, I seriously knew what was going to happen, like I had read it before. The same thing happened in that Adam Sandler movie with Liv Tyler. It was as if I had seen it years before, and that was when it came out. Really really weird. Of course, lately, because of a TBI I'm fuzzy on dates but man oh man, that book The Ark, I don't know when it first came out but I've read it before. And it's been a while. I have no idea how but I was remember parts even before I read them. Ok dude, I just noticed something and yeah, that's a trip. Some of the addresses included. I can see why people are going bat shit crazy. You know it really does remind me of these mormons, what I read in those books. Ok, he came up with The Ark, the first book I started reading on my Clie in 2007. I got my Clie around 2008 or 2009 so it's possible I found a copy online before that, since I got my iBook in 2005 and that Macbook in 2007. He is self-published after all. So yeah, the shit also really really hit the fan when I started making friends with celebrities on Live Video. My youngest brother couldn't contain himself. He first insulted Jen Friel saying she was just a cam whore that used her tits to get attention or make it big or both. I pointed out to him that she's intelligent and whatnot, and yeah, I do remember my ex saying something about, no you need to stay away from her, as if me and her were going to date or something. I would date her but she isn't interested so I'm gonna find a job, hobby and whatnot. Oh yeah, I did mention to Miss Friel why I didn't like Mormons, and mainly it was the subjugation of females, which they are learning to either mask or they only subjugate some of them because many sisters around here and other places do act like "they where the pants in the family" that being a male domination thing, and when the woman plays that role, same difference. Oh, and I admit my ex did mention "waiting for me with dinner ready if I worked" and seemed to have issues with me helping much about the house if I worked hard, and did mention that I was mormon and why are you leaving "the church" and I do have an English/British friend online that asked me for help leaving the LDS church and she didn't take kindly to her, hmmm I dunno, could be jealousy. I'm wondering if she simply cares for me and doesn't know who I really am through the internet but making jokes that you lived in Logan, well, that kinda freaks me out because hey, if you're not mormon then you wouldn't know the living hell they put me through all my life. Ok, I'll just chalk one up for women are confusing as hell, but the fact I'm just alive is a miracle and if I even make it out of the state I'll be pushing my luck. If I were to make it to England, and I apologize to every single person there, I don't know, I'd think it'd take aliens from space landing for that to happen. I've been rejected from jobs here that are so easy to get that I know something is going on. Even janitor jobs. What does a job like that take? A fucking PhD in holding your nose? I feel sorry for you depraved moronic mormons. If you are so intelligent then you'd be someone by now. You're worthless but you have the half wit assumptions that you can change that by being perverse and truly traitorous and subversive. Did you ever think that if you used those "resources" and anything resembling talents for actually working hard and being honest, to get ahead and make yourselves available, not "win" your women or men like some fucking carnival prize, that you wouldn't even have to worry about the world taking you seriously when you found someone and a truly worthy cause that meant the world to you and you meant the world to them? Do you have any souls? Do you have any real emotional or any intelligence? I mean come on, I've met bison and actual mountain lions and wild dogs that were more friendly and caring than you. And I slept on the fucking ground in Wyoming and had grizzlies sniff my ears and they were more compassionate and had the decency not to tear me to pieces, unlike you morons. I mean, yeah it's a stroke of luck but hey, what is life but randomness and entropy and luck, especially with morons running about that look at my ass like it's something to either kick or stick their dick in? You people are creepy. You've heard of the horse and dog whisperer right? That's normal, I'm not a fucking alien like you assholes joke about, especially since I'm Mexican and you fuckers like your Ishi jokes. You and your whore fucking mothers. It might be pointless to talk to shit and expect it to make sense or respond intelligently but I'm only doing this for me right now especially. Yes I need friends and love and support but right now I have hardly that and I have to do EVERYTHING for myself, and one of the reasons my own bitch whore mother likes to humiliate and condescend me by pointing out how she does everything for me and gets angry when I point out what I've done for her. You know, if you hadn't instilled in me a sense of worth some of the time, such as by braggin about how smart I am, how I bought you the washer dryer and paid for two years of cell phone, internet, satellite tv, and home phone, bought you a fridge, and did so many other things like pay for your skype, stick up for my siblings, get along with people, was honest in my dealings, got good grades, didn't get in trouble with the law nor talk shit about government, saved both my brother's lives, stuck up for my sister, and so much more, and then act like I just slapped you in the face when I show a bit of self worth and a set of balls? Who's being creepy and unfair and doesn't know what the fuck honesty or integrity is? It's not my father this time and your true colors are show as are those of my brothers. My sister I can understand because she hit you and I broke you apart. She almost did it again just a few days ago. She often asked me to take her to McDonalds to get away from you and how she wished she had a different and better mother and now I know why. You're a worthless mother, you don't know shit about child raising and you don't give a rats ass. Now I know for a fact where my father got his anger and his attitude and why you said Mel Gibson is that way because of the wife, and not to assume beauty means kindness. You used to show me photos of you when you were young and beautiful and cry that you weren't like that and I know you mentioned that giving birth saps a woman of her health and beauty and even bone density and you blame me and my siblings for that so you pit us against each other and well as being a major bitch to us. So, yeah, now I know why some women kill their kids, because they feel robbed of their youth, beauty, freedom and lack of responsibility, stress and lack of sex. You and Walden used to go at it like porn stars, and I remember thinking he was raping you when my friend had to explain what was happening but thanks to Walden's horny stupidity, I ended up with the idea at age 4 that sex is evil and truly believed him when he said you and him didn't have sex even while married because "sex is evil." Oh please. Good thing I was raised in California where I got sex ed in 6th grade or I'd have knocked up some poor gal in either junior high or high school and I could possibly have ruined the lives of children, my child bride and myself by not knowing what I was doing or what the fuck was going on. And I don't know why my mother hates Spain or whites or mormons one minute and then acts motherly. I do know both her and my sister complained and asked for help from the Coys and Neelys that abuse them, so I suppose they aren't as strong or have been brutalized worse than me. What do you expect from whoremans and faggot inbreeds who are native to this state? My mom and sis, in that moment were way too sincere and I saw who they really are, there's absolutely no mistake about that. If you neighbors touch my family again you will find yourselves impaled with something and making an ICU trip, do we understand each other? I know you read my blog because you come over and talk shit and my mother won't even let you inside when I am here now. I will kill you if you touch my family again. I am dead serious. Never again.