My take on the christian bible

Right, as if the bible, rewritten by someone some Brits call "Queen James" with the help of Shakespear, look him up and what he did with Psalms, and does the New Testament not contradict the Old Testament of a never changing and perfect God? Oh and rule of thumb, club your kids like baby harbour seals if they work on sunday, and first it's stone the harlets and then Jesus says, naw, that just won't do, let's do lunch, I love the outfit, who does your hair? Btw, I'm called King of the Jews, know why? Cuz I'll crown ya and then dethrone you and disrobe you with a special laying on of the hands. Please, have somw more wine, it brings out the color in your cheeks. I have this thing called the suckrament where you can partake of my flesh, hey, ouch that hurts, don't pierce the flesh of the lamb! What are you roman or something? Jesus, oops, that'd be me. Damn, good thing I can raise the dead, imagine what that does for my love life!

Oh and making fun of mormon morons

And saying oh you're a hypocrite because your biology hasn't stopped working and you admit you're human and find 16 or 17 olds attractive? You seen em especially lately? Holy shit, they sure don't make them like they used to and I don't do like Joe Smith or Brigham Young and abuse, and guilt, scare or shame them or lie to them and say, hey, I'm gonna be God someday so you better marry and let me have my way with you or you're going to hell. Hell, I run away from them most of the time! And Warren Jeffs and those others? Oh please! Oh and that's basically like saying, you can only make fun of Hitler or Nazi Germany or the Pope or Mussolini or the Mafia in certain ways, because criminals have rights and there's human dignity and respect to consider. Yeah, I consider mine first and foremost and if anything cancels or tries to cancel that out, then you're gonna get your ass kicked or dead. Depends on how you approach or encroach me. I'm American, with the Feds on all important issues, and I'm a human fucking being. Even pieces of amphibian shit get treated better than many of you fucktards have treated me and I'm looking at you mormons and christians mostly, and perhaps a few gangs, and whatnot. So, what the fuck was the problem again? If you bastards that noticed the names of my pretty friends while I looked at them on my iPod Touch for well, inspiration and strength, you'd better stay completely away from them or you'd dead. That's just the gist of it rapists. Ok, I'm raising a militia or group that's like those New York Guardian Angels or whatever they're called, and WE ARE pro-government and Pro-Feds, and we're going to clean up some messes. Neighborhood watch means the neighbors better watch themselves as well as others. This isn't a peep show, it's life.

Ohhhh I know why you republicans hate Obama and the Democrats. Life in religion or politics is about making mistakes, and you make it impossible to admit to any because you'll point out how we are incompetent but there's that freedom of religion that lets you enjoy forgiveness or penance for your mistakes? Oh please. And learning only happens from mistakes unless you're God or Jesus, otherwise you have no control over life nor are you omnipresent, so how else is someone supposed to learn, including Einstein and Thomas Edisons and all the flowers and birds and trees and animals other than our own evolutions on any time scale? Oh yeah, that's why mormons and others don't like evolution nor "believe in it." Because you choose not to and you try to fight it, or progress or improvement or betterman or become better or becoming good. Perfect or not, I'm alive as are others like me and we feel and hurt and love and care and we do hate and we do get angry but you know when that happens, it's most often for a good reason if we've gotten this far and especially without being incarcerated. Oh no, a Black man made it to the White House before he was imprisoned!! Damn Jews/Israel gave him that idea with Blazing Saddles and that Negro Sheriff! We gonna get em! Get a rope and some Pace Picante Sauce! Oh and on top of that, you criticize Obama and the Dems for not getting anything done, when #1 he said it'd take some time, even our own efforts after he was out of office, and #2 you throw everything at him and not just the kitchen sink, are responsible for sabotage and disinformation and much more. I call foul, declare war, and I'm yelling charge. Enough is enough. I and others want to and have the right to live. Give you a chance to change? Oh right, said the tarantula wasp larvae to the tarantula. No thank, I don't care how, I want it now.

Age of Consent?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ages_of_consent_in_North_America

Nobody told me this! I assumed it was 18 everywhere!! So I guess I never did anything illegal hahah Who the hell is right? Yeah, I deleted people off my facebook and myspace etc., when I found out they were less than 18 after I flirted with them, but damn, I wasn't doing anything wrong when in my 19-24 phase just by flirting? I felt totally rotten about that sometimes. Holy crap. And I never even got laid!!! Man...I'm miffed.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ages_of_consent_in_North_America#Arizona


since my brother is a legal resident of Utah, who's law applies anyway? Seriously. So, if she came here, could he not pork her brains out? Well, she's within our borders. It's the same as with UK or Canada. If I moved there, I could legally baste someone that's underage in Arizona. Especially if I became a citizen but that'd be like saying, oh those illegal aliens aren't citizens, they don't have to obey or benefit from the laws. That applies to me and everyone else. So, what the hell is going on anyway? I am clueless, I would even tell people when in my early 20s that I was dating 16 or 17 year olds hoping they'd leave me alone about going to church. It had the opposite effect and now I know why. Damnit!!! Why didn't anyone tell me? Oh and about my brother and that Arizona girl, it takes lawyers to decide, design and interpret the laws along with judges. So why don't we need them to obey the laws? Punishing people for breaking laws that aren't just "common sense" are like punishing someone for getting dehydrated or drinking too much water and getting hypoxia. And when lawyers need books, and libraries and the internet and lots of time for research and a recess and so much more to decide "what is right" and what do we have? Maybe the internet and a few moments to decide, hey, do I miss out on a chance of love, or socializing or whatever, when everyone and their dog says something different even within religion, the courts, and life and not just state borders but countries and history? Yeah, and involve those meds you gave my brother that fucked him up enough to get off them himself, and then that lysine type affect kicks in and he needed her for strength and support, yeah, the future Astrobiologist, and juristiction or not, how the fuck was he supposed to know AND remember when lawyers and we all have information overload and entropy means that life comes at you fast, and he's supposed to make "the right decision?" Great, good job judicial system. No wonder you have that blindfold on your statue, it's the blind leading the blind or hostages being blindfolded and bartered and gambled with. Oh and even Mexico, a "third world country" doesn't allow sex with minor boys by adults. I wonder why that is? Common sense? You say it's for love and not just for procreation but I love my cat and dog and I'm not about to shove my dick in them. You are nuts, all you homos are nuts. And trying to break my brother so you fuck him up beyond rescue? And me and countless others? And not just mormons, homos, furries, catholics and scientologists, but anyone that decides, I'm not with them is the best way to get some man meat or any forced/cohersed/trickery sex? Great, what's next? You're gonna genetically engineer a white jesus with blue eyes and anti-gravity sandals? I bet that's been in the works for a while. That's how morons try to get laid. Too bad life finds a way. Oh yeah, you don't believe in evolution do you morons/mormons and other wacky waco christians, now do you? Oh and as if life weren't short enough with your vile spiritial, intellectual AND physical and biological and auditory and visual poisons, you just had to come along and fuck up my "neighborhood" because it becomes "my neighborhood" when you drag me here or not, because it's ALWAYS "MY LIFE." You can't even shoot a burgler to death if he's not armed or threatening, so what about me? I may be a guest but even in prison, a prisoner always has rights, even on death row. I'm no prisoner and even if I was, I'd have every right to do as I do. I mean, definite normal again? Morals? Perfection? Because that's what "morals" are about and not swearing when you hit your hand with a hammer, well, that's bad for you. Swearing makes you feel better, healthwise and all the emotions that go with it, and holding it it only messes you up, like a corporate stiff that gets heart disease from not having an outburst or two. So Balmer fucking rocks. And rather than hold it all in and then blow up really bad like a Trolly Square AK-47 touting sap, I'd rather have repeated outburts, though I've held it in a super long time, all my life practically, on and off, like running 7.7 miles, and so you put me and others at risk by telling me to shut the fuck up in this context? What. The. Fuck? I'm mainly talking to mormons and Catholics and everyone else that says "shhhh be still" I mean, what's next? Quell a revolution with ritelin? Oh wait, some got an early start with that? How about a prozac BBQ? Yeah, because we can all see the effect that has on people? How about we diagnose you bipolar like a north ogden cop claimed my brother was because our father is shit as a good example, let alone the mormon church, the neighbors, and everyone else and he just wanted to find himself. He didn't even jump off a bridge for fun like me, or jump off a cliff or any of the crazy shit I've done and somehow survived, and he gets stuffed with meds that would normally fuck up an Ox. Wow, that's brilliance right there. How's that cup-a-ethics taste? You don't taste any? Here, have some of mine. This especially goes to Midtown. Are you guys fucking retarded? Because you say saying that is bad but my sister is "handicapped" and she's got twice the brains you fucktards have. So who am I insulting, really? I think it's fucktards like you and Weber Human Services. You, and other PhDs fuck with laws, police, and everyone else you think and have pushed around intellectually and unethically and without any human decency or remorse. Are you nazis or are you Americans? Because, usually, I'm treated much better by "even gang members, neo-nazis, militants, bikers, etc." What in the sam hain's fuck is wrong with you "Educated" people? Maybe you've got too much rattling up in there like an assassin's .22 bullet? Perhaps you should kill some of those brain cells with a bit of booze. Nice strong booze and live for once and if you already tried that, I don't know what to tell you. And drugs, yeah, if you tried that, then that'd explain quite a bit. Yeah, there you go, you broke your own biological law, you shoulda known better. Isn't life punishment enough without some municipal jocks tripping you as you make your way down the halls of the school of hard knocks? Oh and my brother was 24!!! Even with a 14 year old, well, before they changed the law, in Utah that's legal marriage right there. Yeah, marriage, and this other chick was at least 16 and probably going on 17. And adults marry with what age difference? Not just movie stars and actors but "normal" people. Yeah, how about that justice? Looks good on paper but in real life, reality, sanity, that shit don't fly. Damn, I need a good lawyer friend. I wonder what other ways me and my family have been fucked over. I was kept busy with stupid ass work and computers in school, and involved in work. And that linux shit, if I hadn't left that, my brother would be in federal prison as a "chester the molester." Wow. A would be astrobiologist gets fucked over by the system, psychologists, religion AND all that turns family on each other and the ones they love as well? Oh that's adaptive. Now that's morals for you. I'll stick to ethics and science because even if I didn't believe in anything, I'd still feel pain, love, fear, hope, hopelessness, sadness etc. Oh and I'd still have the potential or capability to think, work, contribute, cooperate etc etc etc. You know, fuck lawyers. I don't want one. They're part of the problem. That's like asking the Pope or Mormon President wanna be prophet for help when you've been raped by clergy or one of the congregation or their friends. Fuck that shit, I want a solution not one more straw on my back.

To tweet or not to tweet...fuck it I'll just do it

you know what's good for you. Well, I sure do and always did but it's been an uphill battle straight up hamburger hill. Yeah, and it's a crying shame I can't put that I'm a veteran after all the shit I've been through and I actually survived without killing anyone. That I can remember of but I have punched more than just family. Dude, I've beat drug dealers with a bat and golf club and much more. Yeah, and I threatened to stab and kill a few people who deserved it. Even recently hahaha So yeah, how's that for a brave fucking soldier when I have no body armor, no humvee, no real weapons other than my foul language and intelligence and spirt, and I'm even malnutritioned, sick to my stomach with probably gastroenteritis (I still have the shits) and I'm getting old and my bones are getting brittle. So, how about giving me a job? Anyone? A legal job that doesn't involve weirdness though those dirty jobs don't bug me and an outdoor job would be fun, especially near at least water, if not the ocean. Yeah, I LOVE the ocean. That's probably the only non-living object that guys write poetry to that even women don't think is totally weird. Now why would that be?

Welcome to the Jungle Baby

First off I'll say that my douche neighbors, church etc etc are a bunch of psycho and vengeful blood oath freaks, and with the internet, and even real life being impossible to gauge sometimes when anyone can take acting classes, do special FX like in the movie to not just fight crime but commit it, and deceive people, and there's video editing, real time or not, and yes, speech synthesis and it sounds real too, and then there's that technology where you can manipulate people by manipulating their or your own environment and then psychology to use psychology on people even further and then medical science to either make them too strong or too weak or repeatedly change them and so much more, is it any wonder I went bat shit crazy for a little while? I'm sorry for hurting those that cared for me. I'm wondering and hoping and believing that's Nicki. Even if Nicki as dicking with me a bit, I'd forgive her even if she didn't want a relationship and I think at this point, that won't happen. Friends or at least forgiveness would make me happy.

And does it matter if I know everything or even most or enough of what's going on to live? So you're saying you won't let me live because I don't know enough to live? Something changed before you arrived because I was just about to keep on living. I wanna live, so who gives a shit about mormons or christians first off, and I'm at a point where no truth will turn back time and if I have little life left for whatever reason, I'm going to fucking enjoy it.

My douche neighbors across the street told me that “my own CIA tactics were being used against me” when I tweeted about how food and technology could be used to bring a person down. I was tweeting on denebola at the time, and Nicki also kept saying in video chat “not to brag” and “but you're mormon!” Yeah, wonder if Skype or MSN chat has records of that. Well, CIA in Grill Sergeants is “Culinary Institute of America.” Food can even be counterfeited, since you can buy shrinkwrap machines online, so imagine that since an individual can do that, like my friend Ward Minson, who that sold used software as new. Well, this tech/food and combination of a toxic or overindulgent environment both emotionally and intellectually and spiritually, let's throw that in there and for you “mentalists” how about psychologically and mentally odd, can has been used to make us go crazy, mouth off, not say anything or enough, kill others, kill ourselves, rape others, get raped, assault others, get assaulted, do stupid stunts or procreate with people we would never give the time of day to, or had that happen to us, and make kids that are, how shall we put it, worthless to pass on further progeny. That's not just a “stab” at gays but people who are either stupid, are born with birth defects that, without technology, would be completely unable to take care of themselves or others, let alone kids, or are born with psychotic or murderous tendencies or feel the need to forcably insert their penis into anything that can't kill or hurt them badly enough in self defense. Ever since my job as Security Assistant at Hill Air Force Base, I've been getting food poisoning way more frequently. Actually, ever since then, I'd consider it an odd but good day if I DIDN'T get food poisoning. And not just at home but just about anywhere I went, that family (and of course neighbors are going to know via the grapevine and their friends or whatever. I didn't always tweet this you know. That was so “help would arrive.”) Oh and when I noticed the police and paramedics and others sometimes behaved, well, let's say a bit “psycho” and then after I experienced some inner-conflict, I learned to actually hack my mind/brain from within, plus I had some inner strength, since, hell, I've lived in hell since I was a kid, it was just another day of “the school of hard knocks is in session.” You see, if the screening process was THAT bad for police and others, from day one you'd be bent over, robbed, extorted, beaten, and they'd also hurt your feelings, make fun of you, and trip you in the halls of your home, church, school and when you voted they'd shoot at your feet like in cowboy movies and make you dance. Then they'd hang you. And since, even under these circumstances, “corruption” which is like corrupted sectors on a disk, still happens infrequently, especially when you take into account the ratio of biological vulnerabilities and toxic environment, it's a fucking miracle that the USA hasn't gone to hell in a hand basket already. Plus, if you use microwaves, or light wavelengths, or sound, both that you can hear or can't, heat and not just infrared but other temperatures or lack of it (cold), ultraviolet (which is absorbed through the skin), and even EMF, and other things noticable or not, can be used in combination with not just food but gases, noble or not, to totally not just make you go crazy at various levels, but go on a rampage, such as Columbine, Trolley Square etc. I'm not saying those were caused by that but the results could indeed, turn out that way in extreme cases. OH and Marines and Navy Seals could go nazi. Even things dealing with perception like love, lack of it, fear, harassment, spiritual growth or lack of it, frequently changing and not just toxic, emotional and intellectual environments, pride or lack of it, self esteem, and abuse or overindulgeance of love, sex, religion. Well, that's basically why the mormons were founded when it comes to Latinos and Blacks. Oh and like the government, the mormons network so they have many branches that are “unrelated” that do the “work of the lord.” Kind of like that comic or “graphic novel” where the Catholic Priest had skaters and street kids that fought crime and demons or something. Oh, and since domestic terrorists just suddenly popped up when Obama was elected? Oh come on, that isn't organized overnight, unless it had help from religion, or it was a combination, since “laying the foundation of god's work” is also a mormon thing. Ahem, Glenn Beck and Palin being very insulting to Blacks and Latinos and anything that's gone through civil rights issues by giving a speech at Abe Lincolns memorial and talking shit about our first Black President. How contradictory, schizo and insulting is that? In fact, that's a downright neo-nazi thing to do. You know, the holocaust brewers. The fucktards that said, here, have a nice cup of die in a giant kiln. Oh, and I was going to join the military after I saw a TV special in California where a Latino soldier comes home to a birthday party or family private party, while on leave, and is murdered by gang members. I told myself, that shit is not going to happen on my watch. I'm going to royally fuck some people up. From now on, when it comes to ANY fucktard, it's Welcome to the Jungle Baby. Oh yeah and this happens right after I tell of that ex, Nicki, and suddenly I'm being even more harassed by skinheads and neighbors? And I ate some really really noxious stuff? Oh and when even Latinos, “gangstas” help me in jail and when I'm in Vegas, Portland and Salt Lake City? Remember the Rocketeer? Yeah, it doesn't take rocket science to figure out they don't all hate you that much. In fact, they seem to downright like/love you. I do remember Nicki saying right off that she was going to prove I was some rapist and to keep me away from a certain redhead Jen, because I was basically bad news for her. I remember when my denebola twitter was private, and right after I made it public, then the shit started hitting the fan even more because, well, people saw my potential and not just for science or work, but for love and passing that “seed” along. I also have social potential and since I warned Jen about the mormons and I am not a douche towards women, not usually, that takes, well, more than throwing the kitchen sink and then some at me, and Nicki, your mistake was saying you'd wait for me with a meal all prepared and the house cleaned, etc. I hate patriarchy. Even if I work hard, if I don't collapse after walking in the door, I am going to do my part in a partnership and help around the house, including cooking meals. Nice try. Oh and I remember being followed around by mormons, trying to “claim” Jen for themselves, at least verbablly, and telling me to stay very very far away from her, and threatening me because “you Mexicans are rapists and murderers.” Oh and Nicki, calling me Homie all the time? Oh right, that's not odd for a “civilized” British person. Whatever. And since at first you said you hated Muslims and “niggers” and since Jews are just the same, and you'd say “ich libe dieche” and seemed quite proud of those German roots and told me “But you're a God.” It finally all came together after I've been through the nine levels of hell and back. Oh wait, that's a Chinese thing I do believe. Didn't you say you loved “Chinese?” And not just the food. And I just wanna add for all you kookoo conspiracists, I am not going to date anyone right now. I'm going to school and if I went back to California, it's because my high school friends have been inviting me to go back and visit, even before I added them on facebook. I've got lots of my old high school and childhood friends on there asking me to go back and other friends too. I love California. I hate Utah. I hate Idaho. Portland is not bad, and Vegas was pretty cool too, but especially North Ogden and amongst a bunch of moron family and neighbors, no fucking thank you. And it's not like I can't be friends with whomever I please. And nice try, morons, in telling me that "the best marriages start with friendship." Like you fucktards can tell the future other than a self-fulfilling prophecy. For all you know, I got to some nudie bar and meet the woman of my dreams after the condom breaks, or I get kidnapped while traveling, and then fall in love and make some contributions to the world through the ones that were so naughty and whatnot. Hey, I see good in just about everyone. I've seen gangstas behave more rationally than mormons and you don't think that's universal? Give me a break. And yes, some neo-nazis could also be rational and some were, but thanks to neighbors like the punks across the street, they want that changed at this time and why? Opportunity knocks. What's going on right now? Everyone hates the Feds, there's domestic terrorists about like no other time, and I worked as security assistant at a military base and pretty much the world has seen my military identification that I've posted online, publicly, more than once. Oh, and you've still got my mother after me like a damned pit bull, though she pretty much does that naturally. Oh and I don't like Pitbull's Reggaeton as much as I like Winsin y Yandel, but thanks for those links Nicki. And my brother is pissed off that I'm writing this online and kissing my mother's ass and saying he's going to revoke my computer privileges? Oh gee, who's da man now huh? I suppose you always wanted to be on top, always wanted to be the eldest and taken more seriously and seen as the "he's the protector of the family" after I socked your arm real hard for making my sister cry, freak out and demand an apology and since I've been protector of her against David too, whom she stabbed in the head with a fork and almost threw over the stairs in Oroville, yeah, she had him nearly hanging over the railing, and he's the one that locked her in the utility room when she punched through the window with her fist, freaking out and screaming to be let back in. I wonder why that would be? Oh and since I not only saved your lives but also disciplined you and not just in her defense, but I stuffed my brother Dave in the closet and other things, and when you left for basic, you tried to take me down because you had been working out, and ended up with your arm behind your back and pinned when I used jujitsu. Oh and let me think, Rudyard Johansen did his best to impede further training in Genbukan, as did my father and others, including a North Ogden Police officer that was angry that I had made a black friend at Sears, the store, and since I was chatting with him that night on that Macintosh computer they aren't allowed to sell anymore because they kept telling people that Compaqs or Packard Bells were more secure, he came and arrested me after saying something like "we hear you've been talking (consorting) with niggers." Well, two officers were there but one took me to McKay-Dee and when I got there, and didn't want to voluntary commit myself, he slams his fists on the table, and made it very very clear there was going to be brutality, like there was before and also against my mother, and there's a north ogden officer that also threatened my mother recently and said "I'll be watching you" and this voting for Obama must have really pissed them off, well, fuck you too. It's my right and if you have a problem with it, you and I and the Secret Service ARE going to have a little talk. Oh and I hope that police SUV that's often parked next door, at the house of the old lady that disappeared is guarding my house and not something else. Oh and about letting my father go when he'd broken his restraining order, who's the idiot who thought that up? And yeah, it's the Secret Service's job to go after ID theft and forgery but whose the fucktard FBI agent that my mother says threatened to throw her ass in jail too if she didn't stop writing congress? Hmmm? I want names and to talk to superiors. He could have had the decency and honest to just tell her, Ma'am that is the job of the secret service now. Oh but yeah, the FBI has spied on the USA for Russia about three times now huh. I doubt the Secret Service, NSA or CIA have done that badly. Oh yeah, don't the FBI recruit from the mormons quite often? I hear they're desperate for translators and those familiar with customs of other countries, like moron missionaries. WTF is wrong with you idiots that you can't do your job right? I have multiple TBIs, am unarmed as far as bullets, and you're either too negligent, corrupt or too big of pussies to stand up for what's right, and racist to boot? Wow, now that really takes the cake. And don't be whiney, manipulative babies. If you didn't fuck up, then I'm not talking to you, AM I? And if you fagmos are trying to set me up with little girls on the internet, since I'm finding out that every college age looking chick seems to really be 16 or 17 or something like that, and they have the rack to match a FHM or Maxim girl, well, I'm gonna kick someone in the nuts. Because, gee, wouldn't it just be Ironic that Joe, this really awesome guy that "seems" to have all these answers is really just a hypocrite like he says these mormons/morons are. Fat chance. Oh wait, you already tried that. His name is Ken, and there's others too. Troy Rendon and some white dudes etc etc etc.

Teabag the Tea Party!!!!

Glenn Beck and his First Nazi, Palin

He addresses the nation about falling into darkness, while he's at a rally with Tea Party Members at the Lincoln Memorial right as we get our first Black president? He's mormon, and of course republican in from a state so right wing they brought the Blackwater trial here hoping they'd get off scott free. That's mockery and antagonizing people of color and Democrats and Latinos, Pacific Islanders, etc., And Palin, the Mormon woman favorite for candicacy in Utah and since they are big fans of the Onion and I'm sure that mock news story about the first female dictator and how she broke new ground for women all over by being the first women to do as badly as men in the human rights department, well, it's all a mind game or psychological warfare. She also praises the patriots of that rally. Excuse me, didn't the Southern Poverty Law Center specifically point out that Glenn Beck is now classified as a one man hate group?

http://www.splcenter.org/blog/2010/08/26/wave-of-hate-crimes-directed-at-muslims-breaks-out/

http://www.splcenter.org/blog/2010/08/25/u-s-neo-nazi-back-from-estonia-bedevils-montana/

http://www.splcenter.org/blog/2010/08/24/the-sick-farce-of-glenn-becks-restoring-honor-rally/

http://www.splcenter.org/blog/2010/08/23/anti-latino-hate-crimes-seen-from-baltimore-to-arizona/

http://www.splcenter.org/blog/2010/08/20/antigovernment-patriots-are-you-willing-to-kill-for-liberty/

Onward Christian soldiers? Armies of Helaman? Oh and chivalry like the poor brave young men who carried the kids, and women across a freezing river and died as a result will be remember in the mormon or white and delightsome heaven because they are white. Funny, no mention of other people of color, especially those natives at Plymouth Rock that helped you gabachos survive some nasty winters. Damn, that sure was a mistake.

So, on to Palin the Tea Bagging Tea Party Queen of Injustice. Or the Ice Queen or Emporess Vader. They're stalking of honoring the Martin Luther King Legacy? Oh wow, like Hitler celebrated Hannukah? Wow, what an honor. Reminds me of the honor of being sacrificed by the Aztecs. I'm thrilled let me tell you. Restoring honor? Injecting religion into the rally per Yahoo? Oh and that separation of church and state was in our constitution why? Oh wait, people scoff at the constitution because of those. Ta da! Constitutionalists. Gee, death of freedom by association? No way, not in the 21st century!

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/us_dc_rally

Separation of church and state in a diverse nation is everyone's safety net, unless you're part of the problem. There's not just Muslims but Jews here. Mel Gibson hasn't anything on these people when actions speak louder than words, ok and he did smack his wife around I think but well, imagine that on an exponational and national disaster scale and with more blood and add bullets, compound fractures and concentrationn camps where they'll tell you to do more than stare at a carton of orange juice and concentrate. There's multiple Christian factions or so I'm told. Aren't they against Mormons? Not sure. How about them Catholics and Baptists? I doubt it. They seemed to be together on the “don't let fags suffer too! That might be the pinch that wakes their hypnotizes sleeping asses up” or something. Who knows. Oh and this fetish with hating Russians by Palin? A bit of beauty queen jealousy perhaps? Yeah, as if women don't fight dirty and it's not just about that. Perhaps she doesn't like that they hump like bunnies, are hotter than hell, and drink like fish and live to shrug it off and make really cool aircraft and aren't under our thumbs, green or not. No, she's no hypocrite since she sides with Beck and has a daughter that was knocked up. Gee, guess the condom broke or she didn't know what it was for other than filling with water and throwing at cows or passing cars or buses.

You know, since I've about as much to worry from a stranger as I have being hit by a meteorite, per statistics that say you're most likely to be raped, hurt or killed by a family member, neighbor, church member/clergy or a someone you know well, not just fair weather friends, and gee, look around you, it's not like Palin is wrong about Russia is it? Or wolves? Because, you know, she's so smart and it runs in the family and she keeps the best of company. Oh and those naughty Russians that have a better economy by now, haven't invaded, gave us lifts into space when our second space shuttle blew up, and so on and so forth, and never nuked us nor invaded during the cold war...gee, I'm really starting to hate these guys now, well, and they were Christians longer than even England or at least the United States. Yeah, That Russian Orthodox church? Oh wait, the ever truthful mormons and others, told me that Russians and Communists are, quote, “Godless freedom hating Atheists.” Ok, so who is trying to take my freedom again? Right, the commies and Russia and China which is so awful that they have really awesome buildings, people, technology, culture and helped us build our railroads, are our scientists who were probably either framed or falsely accused or manipulated/coherced into spying for “the enemy.” Gee, who else fits that description. Oh those recent “Russian spies.” Yeah, as if your missionaries, and not just mormons, haven't been kicked out of countries for spying. Most likely peeking in windows as hotties got it on, like in Mars Attack. Wak wak! We're your friends! Stop! Come with me! Or let me cum on you! The #1 Porn viewing state is Utah, and I wonder why that is? More nudity than Vegas is in Salt Lake Shitty and you wonder if they're liars, er, ahem, the correct term is hypocrites, you know, there's a big difference like inferred versus implied, which dead hackers liked to debate to death, er umm excuse me, Urban Howlers and furries. Oh and get this, they're frustrated that Obama and the Democrats aren't making progress as the Republicans more than filibuster them in the senate and spread disinformation and their “street” teams of straight edgers, missionaries and political nutjobs, mess with democrats and independents in their homes, churches, schools, and even while camping or hiking or anywhere you go, they can go. Isn't that what you freaks always told me? Oh and this even happens in our military. Gee, those nazi navy seals and marines aren't clues enough for you? When a Semper Fi marine plans to kill our president just based on his skin color, that's a sign of something. Either he's trying to tell us something or there's more to this than meets the eye, the tip of the iceberg basically.

Oh and even my mother says I can drink tea but not coffee. What started recently? Oh yeah, a moderate coffee party. Oh and this “militant atheist” is going to go get a coffee and keep blogging and “crazy violent shit” like that. Man, I hope I'm not arrested by the dream or thought police. You know, the bishop or elders or missionaries.

I apoligize to the British/England - The morons are at my throat basically

When a person goes to the trouble of having to explain to a person, sane or not, that they'll believe anything and go out of their way to “help”them that's called reconditioning or brainwashing. If your brain is so far gone that you're “crazy” then there's no hope. No modern cure will fix that, we have NOT invented nanotechnology yet. So, when they use pills, any pharmacutical to “fix” someone, evena temporary “duct tape” fix, such as what dead hacker society and urban howlers bragged about, they loved duct tape I was told again and again, well, you're either more crazy for having intelligence and trying to get through to a “crazy” person or you're up to something. Those meds, in one way or another are like viruses, and date rape drugs and for lots of manchurian candidates. Even if there were no “commies” since McCarthy or whatever, is a soldier and back then they trained them to be gung ho. Today they are better trained, more aware and even the food is better and made by gourmet chefs, where before, you were lucky if you got good slop and potatoes and if the C rations didn't kill you before the enemy did. But basically even if McCarthy was way off on the manchurian candidate thing, someone would get ideas. I doubt it's the Chinese, because we have our eye and sites on them so that only leaves domestic and right wing terrorists. Atheists are about as scary as an evolutionary biologist, hence, Dawkins wanting some payback but in a “civilized manner” that the English are known for. Oh so basically, since serial killers tend to have copy cats, or extremists, well, mormons have all the “qualities” or basically they fit the profile. They have all the oddities that serial killers have. Weird relationships with either mothers or fathers, mostly white, well off, rather intelligent, and wanting to get their name in the news with that proclamation to the world bullshit and wanting to be the heroes and their wanting their name in lights. Hence the big deal over Donnie and Marie Osmond, theater, and talent shows, plays etc. Oh and their sudden outburst tempers, especially if they've been dethroned, and when they're the underdog, what better revenge but cold, sweet and bitter and to make the actual victim look like the instigator and antagonist or the villain. Yeah, typical “spousal” abuse behavior as well as “I blame society/the victim” for my behavior and my circumstances. Right, depends on how you look at it. You see, if there was no victim, they'd not have killed or hurt anyone. Makes about as much sense as the book of mormon. I'd write more but way way too tired and I need and want sleep. You see the reality of things is, even if I tried, I couldn't hate good people. First off, why would I try? It's like hating that I'm not standing on a pit of fire or having my teeth drilled without novacaine. Well, the mormons have cover ups or solutions or ways to cope with the pains of life and the hardships and the trials and tribulations. Yeah, nice little code words. It's sort of like #bootytweets or those tweets like “dropping the kids off at the pool” or any other innuendo that happens everywhere? And no, I don't have people “helping me” I do focus on things I'm most familiar with or I see/encounter online or in person. I'm not always random though I do have a selective memory that simply has to do with interests since I've had you fucktard mormons accuse me of “collaberating with the enemy” though especially lately, as you “modernize” or have “become more modern and streamlined” or whatever the new lingo is. I guess you “lived and learned” but yeah, you're not as open as you were before, and I remember pointing that out and then having that thrown back in my face by my own mother and others as well. Why aren't you more open Joe? Gee, I wonder why. Not only does that not fly when you're a teen, but damn, I'm 39 you creeps. If I had anything to hide, police would have stuffed me in a meat locker already. You're all crazy. Face it. That or you're evil and predatory and have to be dealt with accordingly. I prefer the latter, since you are latter day saints after all. Oh yeah, I'm tired. I actually forgot. I'm going to bed/sleep.

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basically mormons make gang territory disputes look like boyscouts having fun. And my sister was quoting finding nemo today saying "mine mine mine." Oh and wasn't it someone that told me just because someone has aspergers, which I think my sister has, doesn't mean you aren't intelligent or crafty? In fact, when people pointed out that GW was "stupid" because he couldn't talk straight others said "that don't mean shit, have you ever socialized with a nerd in person? A programmer/hacker/gamer type? They can't talk straight and not just around the opposite sex. You'd think you were at the special olympics if you hadn't chatted with them online, where they come across as geniuses." Everyone has their "home territory" and hidden talents. I can live in both the "real world" and cyberspace as far as social capability though I need a person face to face when it comes to love. And my mother really does know that I know what is up, but acts as if she is justified in not giving a shit because she claims to have done all these things for me? Sorry, even as a kid I wasn't that grateful and that really irked you didn't it mom? Whether or not you read this, you'll hear about it from neighbors, friends or family, since I did photograph the caller ID and not just the Neelys and Andersons call like crazy but sometimes the Coys and quite often my military dickhead of a fucktard brother, who is pussy, and I'm sure my younger brother and his homo friends and their cell phones or skype or who knows what, and who knows who else is calling my whore mother and communicating with my family. Why? She's a worthless cunt and I'm still reporting her wetback illegal greencard ass for social security fraud. Yup, that's what I had intended to do originally and what that "ex" impeded me from doing. Basically, it was a love/hate thing. She told me just do it, and seemed afraid if I told her my plans. If I remember right, since I was hacked it seemed to me she was afraid I'd get nipped at the bud before I even got too far and end up failing completely. I wanna say, Nicki, I'm sorry I said those things. I was basically raped, tortured, assaulted and more while here in Utah, Portland, but not surprisingly, not in Vegas. Oh and my mother bragged and later apologized that she had me brutalized for disobeying her. While in Portland I think it was, she had called me up and left a voicemail saying it was not my fault that ANY of this happened to me, including what the mormons put me through with my sister and why I was trying to reach www.mormonabuse.com which my ex, Nicki told me about. And she's English, so I suppose I was duped in that aspect as well. I'd venture to say, England is much much better than Utah, and lots of the USA, and not just because they're England but because apparently, for whatever reason, people have gone crazy here. Oh yeah, I deleted that voicemail off my Blackberry because I was so depressed, so sad and lost all hope that I didn't care and I already knew it was not my fault. Oh and Dean Truex, my father's gay friend that tried to assault me in California, in my own room after Dan Brantly told him to get the fuck out of our tent at Zion's Camp, looks just like Rob Hunter for some reason. I suppose the imagery is what counts. Well, I body slammed old 31 or 33 year old dean and everyone came running up to see what happened. You see, he wanted to "wrestle" and I showed him my favorite move, and it's called pain. I slammed the white boy hard. And I told him that if he ever tried that again, I'd murder him. I told him to get the fuck out of my house and that if I ever saw him again, I'd carve him a new one and he could fuck that. Well, basically that's what I said. When it comes to sickos, I will kill them and I'll fucking enjoy it. I know I did tell him that if he ever tried that again I'd kill him. And where did I learn Portuguese? From my father. He was angry that I didn't like the language as much as I liked Spanish. You know, I am sure I've been to Portugal or somewhere more south of Mexico. Perhaps not Portugal but maybe Brazil. They speak Portuguese too. I remember describing things to people and they'd tell me no no dummy those things aren't in Mexico, they're here and here. I've described Spain and other parts to people, and not from pictures but from other things. I suppose that's where the smart ass comments from cowboys came from about "psy-ops" and whatnot. That or they were trying to make me not look bad or wake me up, I dunno. I'm emotionally exhausted right now and feel like punching someone in the neck. BTW, Dave, if you go near my ex, and especially if you orchastrated this shit, you're dead. Plain and simple. You're a danger not just to me but society and if I have to take care of you myself, I will you fucking homo. Now I remember why my neighbors spiked my food. Yeah, after that first promise of bloodying my faggot neigbhors lips, and you can add the side one too if that was him talking shit, dunno if it was the dipshits behind me, but yeah, I remember my ex still inviting me to drink in pubs in England and I accepted. I know I mentioned that to friends and family like an idiot, and I kept seeing graffiti in Salt Lake, near the missions of that mask from the movie V for Vendetta, my idiot younger brother's favorite movie for a long time. He wouldn't shut up about it. He scared off another girlfriend who found my on myspace, and he basically kept trying to get me to admit she had great DSL, or dick sucking lips. He got angry when I wouldn't say it until I finally said it just to get him to shut up. Then I never heard from her again. I wonder if he recorded it and made like I was an asshole. But yeah, anyway, I keep seeing that Kenny fags gauge graffiti in salt lake and straight edgers also wear gauges and many mormons are straight edgers. Before I got pissed off and talked shit about neighbors, I downloaded a ton of photos and bookmarked info on straight edgers and including mormon ones. I read many are vegans and hang out in groups just like I see in Salt Lake City and now they have undercover ones that drink and eat meat and whatnot, just like the terrorists in Traitor who go to titty bars and more, to throw off their enemies. How would domestic terrorist like straight edgers and animal rights activists raise money to combat a public or issue that doesn't care about their cause of not nibbling on an animal's bum? If that really is their cause. They sell drugs, get into porn and prostitution, and clubs, stealing, hacking and who knows what else, just like Hektik, That Guy Gil, and perhaps a bit of blackmail, extortion and intimidation since the Internet allows for all kinds of data mining, info to be gathered, safe havens to hide those naughty photos of "corrupt" officials, or video, or audio, or even scanned documents from church info on "wow that guy touched boyscouts when he was on his mission" to medical stuff many people would be embarassed about or would get them fired and so on. Yeah, do you think even the hypocrite mormons would allow those clubs here? No, they wouldn't. Not unless someone literally twisted their arm in some fashion. Oh and if lives are at stake? What if some poor mormon saps or other cultures had their kids or even adults brainwashed into even more dangerous cults? Well, it'd simply be a human hostage. Something akin to, hey, you'd best give us what we want or we talk so and so who is important to you into either killing, getting thrown in federal prison and arranging for prison rape or murder, or we'll kill or rape or drug them into a coma outright. Or simply keep the families from seeing them, and work on said subject so they hate their family, hurt them real bad, and do things like get hooked on drugs, get into porn, get and spread STDs like AIDs or ones that make them sterile, get pregnant with say, some black or other type of person of any color that that family fears or despises...so many ways to get your foot into the door, especially when it comes to morons too used to having the upper hand who, how did those gay guys from dead hackers and urban hows put it, become complacent, fat slobs? Something like that. And a few comments about them being idiots and conforming so blindly that they didn't know their ass from a hole in the ground. Did I mention that the dead hackers said they smoked marajuana regularly? Not just the "hippy" looking guys like Jude and his blonde gay friend, but the "well dressed and manicured" ones. Oh and once I was at Jenica's/Tim Jacobsen's house and this heavily tattooed Mexican guy comes over with supplies for cooking? Yeah, I'm not racist nor judgemental but that was out of place, especially for them since THEY are racist and judgemental. Yeah, they talked shit like they had black or Latino friends, but those were either super rare, unless associated with church or drugs, and "friends" from church are more like chaperones than friends. They're the most likely to backstab or talk behind your back or compete, so them as friends would last about a month at most before they grew to really loathe them, and yes, that tends to fluctuate but since they "debated" me on things like white separatism, legalizing drugs, Kyle was one of these creeps and I remember him being mad over not being able to seduce a 16 yo I dated when I was 19, and I remember the argument going over premarital sex and I just said the first defense that popped into my head out of protective insinct. I wasn't even dating her at the time, that didn't happen until I got on lower lifes or lower lights and by then she was 16. Anyway, if that was Kyle at Subway, he's got a shitload of tattoos though there's always that painted on crap that people told me I should get, DHS/UH included, rather than permanent ones that would ruin my IT career. But yeah, I remember being badgered on the BBS's after being invited by gay old Rambie to a "more friendly" environment after I complained on a PC Board BBS that my father had talked me into joining, that nobody respected me, were really cruel and if there were any places that a young Latino, who had no friends, was all alone in this world, and had no support from religion, could go hang out and feel safe and find friends or a girlfriend. Well, he invites me and then the cyberbullying and worse, the brutality began. Since I put my address in that stupid thing, the BBS guy was waiting there as I signed up, and made me put my address. I didn't think about it, I was "under the influence" of medication so I put that address and the next thing I know I needed speech pathology, and memory therapy. Great. So fags, and online geeks, and druggies are not dangerous? They're often one and the same and helping each other along with a few of their gang members friends. A few might be an understatement. So yeah, dude stop now and stupid jokes about floaties and yes, they do have family in North Ogden, Fruit Heights, where Ken Gayler/Sears if from etc etc. So, well, I suppose it's those mormon idiots doing their thing again. Oh gee, you thought you'd escape our clutches? I don't think so! You see, a guy like me is both a commodity and an obstacle, an opportunity and an asset. If I had married one of their daughters I'm sure things really would have been peachy keen, if they were really serious about that. A few seemed to be, while others, were freaked out by the idea of being in the same room as a Mexican, and since Latinos get their kids taken away by child protective services, the mormon church and the border patrol, well, I'd guess to say not all gangs who are a pain are out to get me. It's safe to say only the mormons are in this state, or I'd be dead already. In fact, I would dare to say that nobody except mormons are out to get me. Why is that? Who gives a shit, it just happened. If you need a long drawn out explaination for everything, and since I mentioned it, I'm tired of explaining and I just want results. Mormons are complete shit and now they have me almost hating someone I love, and England as well all because I wouldn't conform and "accept" that I'm their slave, or just property. Why is it that Black people are friendly to me and Muslims and Jews? Because they know I'm not a fucktard. Even if they were checking things out a bit and seeing what their enemies are up to, the fact they stick by me and protect me rather than do the pump and dump thing goes to show, to me, that they aren't fucktards and it's not like they asked for the info either. I approached most of them and said, hey, you know what is going on in this shit hole? Yeah, it's starting to come back. These shitheads are racist as shit, and fucking crazy, and out for blood. So yeah mormons, you can blame me and I'll proudly take the credit. Blame is something you idiots call it. I call it my victory dance because you are a bunch of nazi psycho fucking pieces of shit. Hell, nazis are better than you. At least they don't hide it and scurry about like rats on a sinking ship. A ship you keep rocking to tip over and poke holes in while you plunder the supplies and disease the crew/citizens. The neo-nazis of today at least, mostly seem really pissed off though I'd say they do go about it in the wrong, most distasteful way I can think of, and I say that as an insult to you mormons since it'll piss you off and give other people a chuckle and an idea of what your souls are like. Especially those people who don't get along with neo-nazis. And yes, I did meet neo-nazis that are way way nicer than any mormons I met, including family. It shocked me at first sorta but quickly made sense because I live in the moment. Hey, what's the difference right? All this planning and even God can't save all his kids nor the mormons and none of the christians or other faiths so don't pull your high and mighty shit on me asswipes. And I did make the mistake of blurting out to my mother, since her and my sister both watch my computer activity like a hawk and the neighbors out back too, or someone behind me. I hear noises on my deck that are not the wind and get the creeps and hair standing on my neck from someone watching me from behind, that I found photos and articles on straight edgers and including some that showed that mormons were involved with them. Oh and my brother Josh, before, and recently, mentioned he didn't like New York and when I first met my ex, he kept insisting he'd traced her to New York or that she was from New York but wouldnt' say how he knew and why that was such a big deal. I do know the mormons preach that they were run right out of New York, Palmira if I remember right. I'll google it but that book The Ark and The Palmyra Incident, now I know why that's familiar.

http://www.boydmorrison.com/

Seriously, when I started reading the Ark a while back, even before I had gotten my tMobile shadow, when I had gotten that Sony Clie PDA, I seriously knew what was going to happen, like I had read it before. The same thing happened in that Adam Sandler movie with Liv Tyler. It was as if I had seen it years before, and that was when it came out. Really really weird. Of course, lately, because of a TBI I'm fuzzy on dates but man oh man, that book The Ark, I don't know when it first came out but I've read it before. And it's been a while. I have no idea how but I was remember parts even before I read them. Ok dude, I just noticed something and yeah, that's a trip. Some of the addresses included. I can see why people are going bat shit crazy. You know it really does remind me of these mormons, what I read in those books. Ok, he came up with The Ark, the first book I started reading on my Clie in 2007. I got my Clie around 2008 or 2009 so it's possible I found a copy online before that, since I got my iBook in 2005 and that Macbook in 2007. He is self-published after all. So yeah, the shit also really really hit the fan when I started making friends with celebrities on Live Video. My youngest brother couldn't contain himself. He first insulted Jen Friel saying she was just a cam whore that used her tits to get attention or make it big or both. I pointed out to him that she's intelligent and whatnot, and yeah, I do remember my ex saying something about, no you need to stay away from her, as if me and her were going to date or something. I would date her but she isn't interested so I'm gonna find a job, hobby and whatnot. Oh yeah, I did mention to Miss Friel why I didn't like Mormons, and mainly it was the subjugation of females, which they are learning to either mask or they only subjugate some of them because many sisters around here and other places do act like "they where the pants in the family" that being a male domination thing, and when the woman plays that role, same difference. Oh, and I admit my ex did mention "waiting for me with dinner ready if I worked" and seemed to have issues with me helping much about the house if I worked hard, and did mention that I was mormon and why are you leaving "the church" and I do have an English/British friend online that asked me for help leaving the LDS church and she didn't take kindly to her, hmmm I dunno, could be jealousy. I'm wondering if she simply cares for me and doesn't know who I really am through the internet but making jokes that you lived in Logan, well, that kinda freaks me out because hey, if you're not mormon then you wouldn't know the living hell they put me through all my life. Ok, I'll just chalk one up for women are confusing as hell, but the fact I'm just alive is a miracle and if I even make it out of the state I'll be pushing my luck. If I were to make it to England, and I apologize to every single person there, I don't know, I'd think it'd take aliens from space landing for that to happen. I've been rejected from jobs here that are so easy to get that I know something is going on. Even janitor jobs. What does a job like that take? A fucking PhD in holding your nose? I feel sorry for you depraved moronic mormons. If you are so intelligent then you'd be someone by now. You're worthless but you have the half wit assumptions that you can change that by being perverse and truly traitorous and subversive. Did you ever think that if you used those "resources" and anything resembling talents for actually working hard and being honest, to get ahead and make yourselves available, not "win" your women or men like some fucking carnival prize, that you wouldn't even have to worry about the world taking you seriously when you found someone and a truly worthy cause that meant the world to you and you meant the world to them? Do you have any souls? Do you have any real emotional or any intelligence? I mean come on, I've met bison and actual mountain lions and wild dogs that were more friendly and caring than you. And I slept on the fucking ground in Wyoming and had grizzlies sniff my ears and they were more compassionate and had the decency not to tear me to pieces, unlike you morons. I mean, yeah it's a stroke of luck but hey, what is life but randomness and entropy and luck, especially with morons running about that look at my ass like it's something to either kick or stick their dick in? You people are creepy. You've heard of the horse and dog whisperer right? That's normal, I'm not a fucking alien like you assholes joke about, especially since I'm Mexican and you fuckers like your Ishi jokes. You and your whore fucking mothers. It might be pointless to talk to shit and expect it to make sense or respond intelligently but I'm only doing this for me right now especially. Yes I need friends and love and support but right now I have hardly that and I have to do EVERYTHING for myself, and one of the reasons my own bitch whore mother likes to humiliate and condescend me by pointing out how she does everything for me and gets angry when I point out what I've done for her. You know, if you hadn't instilled in me a sense of worth some of the time, such as by braggin about how smart I am, how I bought you the washer dryer and paid for two years of cell phone, internet, satellite tv, and home phone, bought you a fridge, and did so many other things like pay for your skype, stick up for my siblings, get along with people, was honest in my dealings, got good grades, didn't get in trouble with the law nor talk shit about government, saved both my brother's lives, stuck up for my sister, and so much more, and then act like I just slapped you in the face when I show a bit of self worth and a set of balls? Who's being creepy and unfair and doesn't know what the fuck honesty or integrity is? It's not my father this time and your true colors are show as are those of my brothers. My sister I can understand because she hit you and I broke you apart. She almost did it again just a few days ago. She often asked me to take her to McDonalds to get away from you and how she wished she had a different and better mother and now I know why. You're a worthless mother, you don't know shit about child raising and you don't give a rats ass. Now I know for a fact where my father got his anger and his attitude and why you said Mel Gibson is that way because of the wife, and not to assume beauty means kindness. You used to show me photos of you when you were young and beautiful and cry that you weren't like that and I know you mentioned that giving birth saps a woman of her health and beauty and even bone density and you blame me and my siblings for that so you pit us against each other and well as being a major bitch to us. So, yeah, now I know why some women kill their kids, because they feel robbed of their youth, beauty, freedom and lack of responsibility, stress and lack of sex. You and Walden used to go at it like porn stars, and I remember thinking he was raping you when my friend had to explain what was happening but thanks to Walden's horny stupidity, I ended up with the idea at age 4 that sex is evil and truly believed him when he said you and him didn't have sex even while married because "sex is evil." Oh please. Good thing I was raised in California where I got sex ed in 6th grade or I'd have knocked up some poor gal in either junior high or high school and I could possibly have ruined the lives of children, my child bride and myself by not knowing what I was doing or what the fuck was going on. And I don't know why my mother hates Spain or whites or mormons one minute and then acts motherly. I do know both her and my sister complained and asked for help from the Coys and Neelys that abuse them, so I suppose they aren't as strong or have been brutalized worse than me. What do you expect from whoremans and faggot inbreeds who are native to this state? My mom and sis, in that moment were way too sincere and I saw who they really are, there's absolutely no mistake about that. If you neighbors touch my family again you will find yourselves impaled with something and making an ICU trip, do we understand each other? I know you read my blog because you come over and talk shit and my mother won't even let you inside when I am here now. I will kill you if you touch my family again. I am dead serious. Never again.

Mormon Hitler is taking names and numbers

Oh and assholes that tell me I'm obsessed or starstruck when hey, I'm interested and I don't need some asshole telling me what I can like or dislike. Next thing you know, they'll tell me I'm obsessed with pizza, sex, fun, books, oxygen, pissing, staying alive, breathing, and not getting raped. Yeah, wouldn't that be anally retentive?

Oh and making it seem so that “male authority” is the same thing as a man sticking up for himself? Yeah, Utah, the state where rape awareness doesn't include the awareness that men are raped too. Gee, where did I leave that actually had that in its existence. Portland, Oregon. Yeah, the place where supposedly everyone was a fucktard and an ignorant cuss. Redirects? Propaganda? Not Utah, no not a lot of the USA being drawn in and suckered. No way! After all, our economy is doing ok, and nobody gets bad intel and nobody is insubordinate with CIA superiors, especially their own employees. Gee, and there are no conspiracies if you look at it a certain way, because people all have the capabilities to be douchebags, after all, we are all equals, unless someone else is holding all the cards, or the ammo, or the information, power, money, women, sex, booze, etc. Oh yeah, need I mention that the liquor stores in Utah seem to have more security than the Federal Buildings? Why is that? Because you need to go there more often? Oh and access to bars/pubs and whatnot are known as “private clubs” and a membership fee is required so if you're a poor bum on the streets, student or watching your money or “penny pinching” then you're out at least $20 right from the start. Oh and the strip clubs? Same thing and you have to register like some sort of sex offender. That's right, they ask for your license number and to sign your name and everything. You'd think they were taking names and seeing who still has a pair of balls or boobs. Isn't that what Hitler did before he rose to power? He cataloged and gathered information on all his enemies, you know, the natural men and women, the enemies of someone that played God or thought he was, kind of like that Julius Caesersguy. Oh those naughty Romans. Oh and what's common and all over so you get really used to it? Orange Julius in Utah and Little Caesers. Yeah, my psych 102 teacher is/was correct. Psychology is very profitable or prophetable and used in everything from advertising to naming your business and researching the competition. Who'd a thunk it. And who spoke up and said they read an article where a survivor of Hitler's Army said he saw in America now what he saw back then, when Hitler was rising to power. And how do you do this and get away with it? You use a scapegoat. The Mormons. They can't and didn't do it by themselves. Anyone eating their heart out or their words yet? Need some ketchup? It's about time you all caught up to me on the evolutionary scale. Haha You know, even if the Morons were/are suckers and not doing it on purpose, they kiss ass so much and give in so easily that, well, they could be being used by someone. But who would do such a thing? Gee, and what would be the benefits? A bit of pussy? We let you live? We don't tell on you since you touched some little boy or girl or did who knows what to whom or what? You know, I bet they're mixed right in there too because, well, if they go looking amongst the “casualties” well, they can say “I was playing dead, thank God you came and rescued us.” Thanks Mormons for your gospel. I just now had some personal revelation and I made it personal. Bitches.

The idea of Defense is to not let the offended control you

I doubt the mormon president/prophet monson nor the pope are using themselves as bait or trying to catch the bad guys. The whole idea of catching the bad guy is to not have collateral damage or civilian casualties. People are not expendable but defense dictates, better you than me. That's the idea of law enforcement and military. If you've got the stupidity and nerve to tell me I've no right to defend myself because you have human rights, then fuck you, I'm gonna kill you anyway or arrest you or whatever because, same difference right? At least when I act and act up, I stand a chance of surviving.

You know morons and friends, I've realized that I don't give a shit nor should I, if you come after me. You've been at it all my life, and even before I was born you went after others like me, so fuck you and your whore mothers, or fathers, or entire families if it applies.


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Oh and mormons have perfected the craft, or art, of making me forget, even within minutes that a person has done me wrong, and by either saying they are good (it's an art remember, one that uses the implied and understood authority, priesthood rank, guilt, fear, shame and everything including need for happiness/safety etc) and when I react with hesitation, a look of uh oh or can't get the guts to stand up for myself or go after a bad person, family, friend, foe or church members (same thing) then oh sorry Joe, you were lying, wrong, or mistaken etc. This is done via not just repetition but by training or using someone's ability to figure things out, and even think outside of the box and is done with witness there who don't know how I think and as a result, don't know what the fuck I'm talking about. And when I've reached a certain frustration, anger, pain, hurt, and repeated failure level and then some, and it's not just me but what I've eaten or not eaten or drank, or what's happened or not happened to me (deprivation or depriving someone of something needed etc or even something perceived as needed as they like to put it) then riling me up, even subtly or by being so nice as to not rile me up, especially if one of my complaints that someone previously was provoking me. Even if they weren't which works even better, if other “non-related to mormons” have repeatedly provoked me so I'm stuck on that “but they started it mode” like a little kid, or “young adult” or “miniature version of an adult” then oh man, we just don't know what's wrong with poor Joe, we're just trying to help him. Right. We can see by your doctrine how that helps. By their works ye shall judge them also applies not just to your actions but thoughts, intentions, and what you've got written in the four standard works and then some. Gospel manuals and diaries, journals, in your hearts, history and so much more. Also graffiti, and how you've left your mark on people, and who you call your friends or enemies and then some. And it's not just these mormons here. As they've pointed out, they're the best at sticking with their gospel because of their proven system.

This last part and the constant humiliation, harassment, infringement, and stealing of things that belong to me, whether it be jobs, love, property, dignity, self respect, health, reputation, and so much more, have finally pissed me off and are the last straw. I won't stand for it any longer. No more Mr. Nice guy is an understatement and probably why friends and family thought that UHF Ghandi thing was so funny, as many morons/mormons.

Mormons like to Wash Your Brain of Ethics and Logic. Same thing.

They say the Anti-Christ will beguile people with his/her charm but also say that imperfection is not qualified to lead mankind to salvation, and we all seek some sort of "perfection" or reasoning or closure. They also teach that only Jesus was perfect and not even a prophet, like their own Joe Smith, is ever going to reach perfection on this rock. Not Moses, not Solomon, not Nephi, nobody. Plus, God is no respecter of persons but rewards those who diligently seek him, so why don't me and God hang out at the titty bar and watch some perfection? He's not gay remember? Come follow me is more like come duck behind this alleyway, have I got a deal for you! Saying everyone has their problems, the grass is greener on the other side, keeps you from looking for safety, friends, and sounding the alarm or trumpet or bugle call, or revelry, and that's symbolism they use and say only the "Angel Moroni" is qualified to do. Yeah, an invisible dude nobody is met, from a religion that is false, and we have to just sit and wait while all these rescue attempts or chances to just live, pass us by, and their hypocritical members, not just the men but the women, go and take what's yours, including your life and belongings and 10% and more, and have at it. Oh and don't struggle, shhhh be still, as the nazi twists the knife in your heart like in Saving Private Ryan, and they use psychology, or word play or intimidation and more, to tell you, oh, you're not dying, you're not suffering and at the same time tell you, it's for your own good, and Jesus said that "It wouldn't be easy, but it'll be worth it." Right, for those that persevere or endure? Gee, since you "Saints" are putting up with the rest of us heathens and wicked worldly people, it must be difficult to endure that or not? Perhaps it's just difficult to keep your hands to yourself, and your grabby paws off me, what's mine and offered to me by others, and my intelligence and happiness, freedom, cuz we all know that envy and urban wardfare and neighbors gossiping and quarreling have nothing to do with that. Let yourselves be entranced by hymns and organ music that does put you in a receptive state, or hypnotic and hypnotized state. Yeah, cuz if you blend in with every other Christian, that works even more. Oh and that repetition, cutting you off, er um protecting you and sheltering you from the world, monotony not monogamy, but the same thing in this missionary position, and repeated failures and bullshit solutions and sayings, rather than action, only discourage you further and take a toll on emotions, health and your fighting spirit. That spirit that says "I wanna live." Oh and they also use shame, guilt, fear, and faith, and obedience (bow now or fall forever, like the Necramunga), plus any access to real education and truth, since knowledge is power and gives people "bad ideas" like escaping and living, well, we can't have that when they Empire is growing like the Nazis before them. Even if not tied at all, and I did find out that only one mormon stood up to the nazis. That's not a typical thing. And filling your head with lies, contradictions and memorizations of many scriptures, doctrines, covenants, procedures and rules etc., when it just boils down to Jesus saying love one another, everything will fall into place if you already have a conscience or Christ's light or are sentient/aware. You see, when you're as a child, an adult is like a rock star or sports star or God himself in this case. Something Warren Jeffs used to his advantage. Oh and they associate with you, take credit for your success, and offer that safety net, or fish net, when you fail or fall or are "off balance." They will convince you that that magic feather, underwear, gospel helped poor old Dumbo fly, when in fact, he could all along. They might tell you later, after they've plundered you a bit, or your wife or would be wife, or girlfriends, boyfriends, family, 10% over many years and in large arrays, etc etc etc. Oh and asking those nosy questions in bishops interviews is just standard procedure, everyone from married couples to themselves are asked them. Well, as soon as a single person admits to humping a hottie and that has bad ideas, I mean, you fucked her, that's gotta be a sign you're not "conforming" and why? Because you started thinking for yourself, even if with your other head or your ovaries. We gotta save them, save them for ourselves. We're not done with you yet, er, haven't saved you yet. There's still a long journey ahead. A perilous journey. I bet. So they want no one to interfere with "your eternal salvation" because what's mine is yours and what's yours is mine. Gee, I feel a bit short changed here. I never went along with it willingly in the first place. Oh and ignore that rape stuff, they are lost, sinners who need help (aren't all people sinners according to them, because the church/temple is a hospital for sinners, or a psych ward, yeah, and we know about the abuse that happen in those places. It's well documented like how it happens with boyscouts and mormon clergy and families) Oh and those gays are perverse, they're sick and disgusting because they do that out in the open while we do it behind closed doors and just try to fit in, or be conservative, and chaste, and righteous and have the "courtesy" and "decency" to not offend other cultures and peoples. After all, like our God, we are compassionate and concerned for others. Yeah, more like concerned you'll get caught and the party will be over. Oh and a dangerous and short life, raging hormones, loneliness, revenge, need for some sort of stress relief, losing your temper, anger, frustration, resentment, opportunity, doesn't make straight people rape now does it? Gee, I guess not. Since you put it that way, golly gee willickers. Oh and since Joe Smith and Brigham Young never had their way with 14 year olds, and besides, that's pretty common in the 1800s since even women lived to be 80 or 60 and in the 1300s they only did that because women lived to 25 at most, and had to have kids starting at age 13, and men lived at most to 35 or so, unless you were the king and lived to 60-80 and still had your way with 13 and 14 year olds since, damn, that's hot! Oh and we know that sexual predators change rather easily, and yeah, practicing polygamy and not letting Blacks have the priesthood, that's not in any way related, nor is forced rape of minors like that pervert Warren Jeffs, yeah, we spit on that guy, he's in no way associated or at least like us. No way Jose! And we befriend Latinos, we help them, like we did in Arizona and the same goes for Native Americans. Yeah, they'd never turn on their own either, not like in Last of the Mohicans, that's just fiction, unlike our Book of Mormon that says Aztecs and those horny injuns were in the bronze age, had chariots, and came from those naughty Jews (Israel) when in fact they came from China/Asia over that straight when there was that pangea like contintent, and dark skin is not a curse from God, it's an adaptation to a tropical climate and lots of sun. Yeah, but nevermind that, we have all the truth and are the only church on earth with the entire truth. Ok, that makes sense. Oh and look up their scripture where dissenters or "false prophets" are put to death. Yup, they execute them and I was told this is God's way, but we don't do that in the good ole USA because we "must obey and respect the laws" and that's what the articles of faith are. There's 13 of them if I remember right. Lucky number 13, like MS-13 eh? 13th Floor? Hmm anyway, symbolism perhaps? haha Yeah but let's see, if you have to repeatedly practice what everyone else already does naturally, it's like, gee, I gotta practice breathing and eating and being "good" etc etc etc., otherwise I might go astray and forget. Yeah, just like all those ferocious animals in the animal kingdom forget, right? I mean, we don't have any similarities in genetic makeup, not even plants. Oh please, we even share a small percentage of genetic material with plants, and even 98% with Chimps, but that's probably why mormons don't believe in evolution, because it's really "evilution" because damn, you're an evil son of a bitch if you don't give them what they want. And who died and made them God? Oh wait, Jesus died and Joe Smith and the current profit, er excuse me, prophet made them Gods. Yeah, because if you keep them busy, and listening and occupied, because the idle mind is the devil's workshop, and keep them "happy" as in Nurse Ratchet Prozac or opiate happy, well, they won't rise up and rebel. Or just live. And since they are so studious and intelligent, and not just because they don't drink or do drugs, because loose lips sink battleships, or carriers, well, what's that innocent boy/girl/man/woman/ doing in that bad neighborhood with all those science books? You know, they are in the world but not of the world because the world is wicked, vile, evil and dangerous to the human soul, etc etc etc. Does that remind you of Men in Black? You know a moron invented the television right? It was expo'd in Utah I think, or at least by a Utah native. Gee, what a coinkeedink. They call it the boob tube because it makes a boob out of you, for those mammones, or mormons. And you know why they hate Latinos right? Yeah, Mammon is a Latino phrase. They don't like anyone that doesn't give in easily and just bend over like a sheep, or Scot, or Irish. Not like they just gave up, or at least they're not part of the UK. You know, since history is written by the victors, and looks like everyone is winning in the UK, I dunno if, at least, it's so bad for the current "survivors." Whether or not Braveheart existed, times do change. This too shall pass.

My Heart Bleeds True

Fuck your whore daughters, your sons and women
Fuck your patriarchs again and again
Your Jesus is a bit tad too white for the likes of me
And every person that was born to be free
Your worthless to anything that bares any truth
Religion was meant to give hope and harmony
But you use to rape and plunder from ones just like me
No talent can ever be found in your state
Filled with devil hounds that spread lies and spread hate
Contagious and filthy just like a disease
Claiming to support you kick us down to our knees
Like Nazis in times of the second world war
Fake women and men that all act like earth's whore
From tommy gun ss moronson to gordon b wrinkly
This land was cursed and no long of milk and honey
It's now land of rape and money
Yet you still want what's most precious and dear
My love, my integrity and life without fear
Only pain you do deal with that novacaine smile
But others won't fall for your handshake or guile
From fatsos to models your army may grow
Still the world will tell fuck off and just where to go
Cultureless and bland you're Cain's true dark mark
But it's not on the skin but a hole in your heart
It's where Christ's light once was or was never meant to be
It matters not for it's God's job to judge blasphemy
For defiling human temples will lose you your soul
Stone buildings do nothing to make us all whole
Words more empty than infinite space
Show why Lucifer once stood but feel from God's grace
Though my heart tells me there's more to this fight
Twas you who went and stole poor Lucifer's light
For if he once was brother of Adam and Christ
To terrorize souls you all rolled the dice
But no matter for living my life without sin
Is the only guarantee that my life I shall win
A life that was mine and not just gift from our God
For he judgeth not as you say, that's lies and a fraud
He inspects and he looks to find friend and not foe
For family God is all he wants to know
Not perversely not cruelly but a true Father is he
Unlike Mormons he wants us to be free
So unless you don't mind if you're raped or you're killed
Or if you join their ranks they all would be thrilled
For a whore they do seek and so they do all become
No Kingdom in their hearts, only a desolate slum
For Love doth desert this cold barren deseret
And those who pass through are scarred ne'er to forget
Unlike them no matter how many times I might fall
I stand for my God so I stand for us all
No beauty queen, no fortune could lure me away
From love that is true and a peace that will stay
And if I should fall before I reach this one goal
You'll know that evil's servants dealt me a death blow
For killing a spirit they make seem so passe
But I know in my heart God does not want it this way
My God is no fool and my God is not cruel
He won't let me fall to humans nor evil's old tool
When you give up on you then the end does come near
It's belief in your goodness that Mormons do fear
For once you have courage and sense of true worth
You know you were saved from the moment of birth
So my friends and my loves I will bid thee goodbye
I hope to see you soon after I die
Not before your time and not before mine
But when God finds us all, for he'll never stop trying

continued tweet I am out for today.

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