Hate against police

Is not logical. Gangster rap goes on about killing more gangs and minorities than any police agency ever has. Police save lives including those of criminals. Gangs and other criminals kill more gangs and criminals than police who shoot defensively 99% of the time. Police also have some rescue or first responder skills. If you're a criminal, police don't generally steal your significant other but cohorts and other criminals sometimes do. The same for your "business" or whatever you call your elicit income. It's not in your best interest to hate or shoot cops.

Anti-govs and anti-cops

It seems there's anti-government and anti-cop types that don't like the fact I worked as security assistant at Hill AFB and are quite the social engineers to boot. I'm still on top but they're prowling about. They don't always act themselves and I've seen ones I suspect of pretending to be gay or with voice imitating blacks and Latinos in speech manner thinking I'd not look and just twitter that some minority was threatening me. They're responsible for a bit of my brain damage too. Divide and conquer is their aim. I'm wishing I'd have kept that job. My boss, John Young was a great guy that tried to break me outta my shell and get me exercising and away from the computer especially when it comes to socializing. I'm not going to let that go to waste. Others at Hill too. I'm thankful I had people like them backing me up at work. If it weren't for shitty meds making me a bit irrational I'd have accepted that job permanently. I'd have to keep my CAC card and me safe but I could have done it with some help from law enforcement and military. I'm still that same person and people know that and pick on me accordingly. I won't give in so easily now as I'm stronger now. The USA is just fine. The "patriots" and #Iamthemob types set their sites on me even before my first job. They were on me like white on rice since I could walk and may include my own father. As a minority that's a half breed I'm a target by hate groups that see me as a symbol of interracial marriage and mating and that includes some Mormons and in my neighborhood to boot. I'm sure that some have connections in Mexico even. I won't let my guard down even there. They not only want to stop me from mating with a white woman but want to prevent me from succeeding in a career, friends, community and more. They don't even want me to vote for someone I prefer especially after I voted for Obama and he got elected. I'm going to vote for Obama again to teach them a lesson. Oh and I've noticed they hate Latin music of which I have a decent collection on my iPod touch. And I'm aware now that gays are racist too sometimes and it just fairly recently clicked even though I was experiencing it firsthand for years. Utah has some racist laws too and we've leaders here that worked under Nixon who turns out to be a racist willing to help abort interracial babies. I'm in danger every day even where I live from rednecks and other extremists. I find it hard to trust any white civilian in this state mostly since I keep running into extreme types. You know I'm going to get dual citizenship with Mexico just to show them I'll do what I want. And I'm buying more Latin music and books and more. I'll also support Latinos in my community and in the country and in Mexico and Latin America and the world. I've already been supporting uncle Sam. ha!

Coffee and the nature of meds

I've discovered that sun and chocolate covered expresso beans mix well with me. Maybe it's true about us Latinos needing sun or we get "schizo." It sure helps my happiness when I'm in the sun or had sun. I truly get the winter blues. No sun, no fun, and no caffeine with my TBI make me sarcastic. Granted I can get pretty accurate and think "outside the box" but at what cost? Perhaps some change I outline is too much too soon and I don't want to leave anyone behind socially or economically. Not only should people succeed they should be happy doing it. Paag and SDS serve a purpose. They aren't perfect programs but this country is also a work in progress as is humanity. Perhaps criticism isn't needed but blueprints. The intent when saying what needs to be fixed should technically be for the benefit of those doing it wrong as well as those needing it done right. We're all human and in need and cooperation is the key to happiness as well as survival. So, I'm siding with everyone. We're all sentient beings here after all and even the not so sentient ones have feelings and maybe are even more sensitive due to lack of faculties. Remember that bacteria have no brain or central nervous system but can plan ahead three steps in a colony so what of other living creatures? Best wishes.

Being sick aka mentally ill

Shrinks don't seem to want to actually treat or cure the physical aspect to maladies. Instead they pin it on the patient by calling it a mental illness and giving them pills. Especially with what we know today, it's like treating a broken leg with aspirin and talk. Yup, shrinks will talk your ear off or try to get you to misdiagnose yourself by what you say and their "standard" medical procedures. Even with a PhD, most of what you learn is in the field. These shrinks don't seem to learn much at weber human nor are their minds flexible enough to accurately or beneficially work with me. I've finally realized something. They either just don't like me or can't maturely deal with a TBI survivor. I'm pretty sure they're on a crusade since I'm an atheist(not anymore). I've oft been told, even by nice people there to obey my parents and go to church. The nice ones also added I could meet someone female for possible relationships or friendship. The mean ones were condescending and authoritarian. Was I supposed to be cured by magical Jesus if I went to church? That's bullshit. And the timing was right with ole Rob Hunter. Online I stated my dissatisfaction with being lds and my parent's authority regarding religion. I found out PAAG owns a lot of property that they use for group homes. They look like a little village. I've been there. I seem to also be another way of making money. So much for treating me with dignity when if it wasn't for their bullshit, I'd have a $40k a year job or even be earning more. That's religion and/or shrinks. Some lds have tried to protect me in the past but my belief in atheism sort of soured that a bit. Religious people target atheists like the police target crime. It's not just gay people who are deemed sick for being sinners. It's atheists. It's the war without looking like a war per art of war. It's an abuse of power and trust and completely unethical. They're using their positions as counselors as Christian soldiers and/or racist ideals. If they're only out to make money that's just as bad but it's too personal to be that unless they're greedy to a point of being sick in the head. I'm pretty sure they can't wait until my mom dies to make a move to stuff me in a group home and basically be an authority over me and have power over me and further impede my progress. Since Rob Hunter went to my mom to try and get her to put me in a group home without my say or permission, and when I was doing fine in school and work, well, that's a breech of trust and ethics. They tried it again recently and it still didn't work. That must really chap their asses. I'm going to find work so I can get someone private that has respect and my actual well being in mind. I'll even get a certified online counselor of I have to. Skype works wonders. I'm not going to be trapped by asshats.

How to tell if you're a fundamentalist Christian

Top Ten Signs You're a Fundamentalist Christian

10 - You vigorously deny the existence of thousands of gods claimed by other religions, but feel outraged when someone denies the existence of yours.

9 - You feel insulted and "dehumanized" when scientists say that people evolved from other life forms, but you have no problem with the Biblical claim that we were created from dirt.

8 - You laugh at polytheists, but you have no problem believing in a Triune God.

7 - Your face turns purple when you hear of the "atrocities" attributed to Allah, but you don't even flinch when hearing about how God/Jehovah slaughtered all the babies of Egypt in "Exodus" and ordered the elimination of entire ethnic groups in "Joshua" including women, children, and trees!

6 - You laugh at Hindu beliefs that deify humans, and Greek claims about gods sleeping with women, but you have no problem believing that the Holy Spirit impregnated Mary, who then gave birth to a man-god who got killed, came back to life and then ascended into the sky.

5 - You are willing to spend your life looking for little loopholes in the scientifically established age of Earth (few billion years), but you find nothing wrong with believing dates recorded by Bronze Age tribesmen sitting in their tents and guessing that Earth is a few generations old.

4 - You believe that the entire population of this planet with the exception of those who share your beliefs -- though excluding those in all rival sects - will spend Eternity in an infinite Hell of Suffering. And yet consider your religion the most "tolerant" and "loving."


3 - While modern science, history, geology, biology, and physics have failed to convince you otherwise, some idiot rolling around on the floor speaking in "tongues" may be all the evidence you need to "prove" Christianity.

2 - You define 0.01% as a "high success rate" when it comes to answered prayers. You consider that to be evidence that prayer works. And you think that the remaining 99.99% FAILURE was simply the will of God.

1 - You actually know a lot less than many atheists and agnostics do about the Bible, Christianity, and church history - but still call yourself a Christian.

Bullet proof vest for coppers!

A bullet proof vest where momentum was turned to heat or electricity by compression without degridation. Also, the compression makes the material more dense and solid as well as expelling the impact energy outward or to the side so as not to knock the wind out of a wearer or break or bruise ribs. Would work for helmets too. At worst, the material fuses but recycling capabilities would be nice. That's the initial dream or inspiration. Now for the 99% persperation.

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Return on investment

I hope there's an air show soon. Why don't corporations help with the deficit? Or education? You know what the return on investment would be? How do you put a price on a human being? And after acquiring skills and knowledge so they're in the mix or synergy with you? How we all affect the world, especially these days? Wake up corps! We need you like you need us. Same for our governments!