Anti-govs and anti-cops

It seems there's anti-government and anti-cop types that don't like the fact I worked as security assistant at Hill AFB and are quite the social engineers to boot. I'm still on top but they're prowling about. They don't always act themselves and I've seen ones I suspect of pretending to be gay or with voice imitating blacks and Latinos in speech manner thinking I'd not look and just twitter that some minority was threatening me. They're responsible for a bit of my brain damage too. Divide and conquer is their aim. I'm wishing I'd have kept that job. My boss, John Young was a great guy that tried to break me outta my shell and get me exercising and away from the computer especially when it comes to socializing. I'm not going to let that go to waste. Others at Hill too. I'm thankful I had people like them backing me up at work. If it weren't for shitty meds making me a bit irrational I'd have accepted that job permanently. I'd have to keep my CAC card and me safe but I could have done it with some help from law enforcement and military. I'm still that same person and people know that and pick on me accordingly. I won't give in so easily now as I'm stronger now. The USA is just fine. The "patriots" and #Iamthemob types set their sites on me even before my first job. They were on me like white on rice since I could walk and may include my own father. As a minority that's a half breed I'm a target by hate groups that see me as a symbol of interracial marriage and mating and that includes some Mormons and in my neighborhood to boot. I'm sure that some have connections in Mexico even. I won't let my guard down even there. They not only want to stop me from mating with a white woman but want to prevent me from succeeding in a career, friends, community and more. They don't even want me to vote for someone I prefer especially after I voted for Obama and he got elected. I'm going to vote for Obama again to teach them a lesson. Oh and I've noticed they hate Latin music of which I have a decent collection on my iPod touch. And I'm aware now that gays are racist too sometimes and it just fairly recently clicked even though I was experiencing it firsthand for years. Utah has some racist laws too and we've leaders here that worked under Nixon who turns out to be a racist willing to help abort interracial babies. I'm in danger every day even where I live from rednecks and other extremists. I find it hard to trust any white civilian in this state mostly since I keep running into extreme types. You know I'm going to get dual citizenship with Mexico just to show them I'll do what I want. And I'm buying more Latin music and books and more. I'll also support Latinos in my community and in the country and in Mexico and Latin America and the world. I've already been supporting uncle Sam. ha!