Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Being sick aka mentally ill

Shrinks don't seem to want to actually treat or cure the physical aspect to maladies. Instead they pin it on the patient by calling it a mental illness and giving them pills. Especially with what we know today, it's like treating a broken leg with aspirin and talk. Yup, shrinks will talk your ear off or try to get you to misdiagnose yourself by what you say and their "standard" medical procedures. Even with a PhD, most of what you learn is in the field. These shrinks don't seem to learn much at weber human nor are their minds flexible enough to accurately or beneficially work with me. I've finally realized something. They either just don't like me or can't maturely deal with a TBI survivor. I'm pretty sure they're on a crusade since I'm an atheist(not anymore). I've oft been told, even by nice people there to obey my parents and go to church. The nice ones also added I could meet someone female for possible relationships or friendship. The mean ones were condescending and authoritarian. Was I supposed to be cured by magical Jesus if I went to church? That's bullshit. And the timing was right with ole Rob Hunter. Online I stated my dissatisfaction with being lds and my parent's authority regarding religion. I found out PAAG owns a lot of property that they use for group homes. They look like a little village. I've been there. I seem to also be another way of making money. So much for treating me with dignity when if it wasn't for their bullshit, I'd have a $40k a year job or even be earning more. That's religion and/or shrinks. Some lds have tried to protect me in the past but my belief in atheism sort of soured that a bit. Religious people target atheists like the police target crime. It's not just gay people who are deemed sick for being sinners. It's atheists. It's the war without looking like a war per art of war. It's an abuse of power and trust and completely unethical. They're using their positions as counselors as Christian soldiers and/or racist ideals. If they're only out to make money that's just as bad but it's too personal to be that unless they're greedy to a point of being sick in the head. I'm pretty sure they can't wait until my mom dies to make a move to stuff me in a group home and basically be an authority over me and have power over me and further impede my progress. Since Rob Hunter went to my mom to try and get her to put me in a group home without my say or permission, and when I was doing fine in school and work, well, that's a breech of trust and ethics. They tried it again recently and it still didn't work. That must really chap their asses. I'm going to find work so I can get someone private that has respect and my actual well being in mind. I'll even get a certified online counselor of I have to. Skype works wonders. I'm not going to be trapped by asshats.

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