Opinion on Utah, Religion and the Quest for Resources

Do all utards/morons think it's their business as to why someone from another state, especially California is doing in Utah? I know a lot of you fucks hate Cali but why? Oh yeah, we have better schools plus we're a threat if we're educated or have stories of someplace better. I got that crap from practically day one of coming here. I know some in Cali, Ed Wells, tried to get me to fight some Idaho cowboys but I told him why? They're just sitting there they don't even want to fight anyway. I was wrong (perhaps my wording threw them off) but he knew they were pretty agitated and it doesn't take much for someone from Idaho to hate a Latino Atheist. So yeah, ID/UT are like nazi germany to me some of the time or Little North Korea. I also don't get along with some Arabic people here. They're tight with mormons #1, and they hate "infidels" #2. I can see why they get on so well with mormons since mormons tend to think Atheists are satan's little helpers and have direct communication with the guy. Well, since Extreme Islam calls the USA "the great satan" as do Mormons in general (oh man everything but the church is bad blah blah and that's just when they let it slip, they're like christians in that "nothing is good in society in general, all the media is corrupt blah blah but they're pedophilic and I pointed this out when I was young. A kid can tell how adults look at them let alone at each other and at others in their teens). I knew the church was weird and made quite a few jokes as a kid...hell, I made fun of country music in general also, hence the "if it ain't country it ain't music" type punishments from my father, with church approval and cover up of course. Yeah, church is the gift that keeps on giving. The MLM of abuse where who needs Amway when you have the mormon (or other) church? Grrr just venting am putting up with a lot of assholes around here. And mostly I refer to men here in utah, but in christian/mormon circles the women join in like hunting dogs. As I've said, Muslims/Jews are closer to being true than christians who came after the fact (even the Romans said they were a cult and they're only around after ole Julius was murdered in cold blood) so ummm yeah the fall of Rome due to sexual perversion/decadence? You bet, because of christians and their offshoots. In fact, I listen to/watch Arabic AND Jewish comedians. They're more truthful and funny than that Achmed the dead terrorist crap that merely makes childish jokes about 'diapers on the head' etc. Come on, is that all that's wrong with Arabic people? Wow, now there's a just war! I say this since yes, it's aimed at terrorists but many Arabs wear the turban. Each day I think I couldn't be any more disappointed in christians or mormons I see more crap and it all ties to my education. Males in Muslim/Mormon societies are the dominant ones and head of the household isn't as bad until extremism comes into play, something mormons are known for in the book Under the Banner of Heaven. Mormons seek other extremists should be the title of www.mormonmuslim.com if that's any indication of general mormon outreach to Muslims (all male run currently) and plenty of facebook groups concerning that tie. But, it's a ploy as well. As soon as they get some of yours in within their reach (keep your enemies closer) then more resources are stolen including beautiful Muslim women. They're just as beautiful as the ones I've seen in Israeli female soldier photos, remember, they're the same per Achmed Achmed, the only difference between an Arab and a Jew is the amount of money so basically Mormon and other Christian/American perverts (gluttons sexually) are after their women by force and trickery. The force being some of these wars on brown people in the Middle East, listen to George Carlin sometime a great comedian, and it's happened to Mexicans and other cultures they drag into membership and it's not just mormons. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder and they may like little boys for their BSA Jamboree, or they are turned on by intelligence, so want not just info but being around those types but in a parasitic relationship (or voyeuristic) in some fashion. That's why the Pope won't do jack about priests for such a long time. Nuns still tend to beat on little brown kids etc etc. Makes them mean and then they let them out and probably listen to who let the dogs out and watch the havoc ensue. Man and woman is the most dangerous animal, and it's not just in Japanese culture where the woman is a feared and stealthy warrior. Men can be the same and Aztec women fought like mad, cowboy women can fight, black women can fight etc etc. Oh and Arab women can fight as can be seen not just in news. Oh and why aren't they drilling for oil in Nebraska perhaps? Well, let them Aye-Rabs use up theirs then we use ours but bleed em dry first and what else do they have in the desert but oil and a few other industries? But that's their "staple product" so watch your asses my Arabic friends or you'll end up like Israel with the USA maybe defending for a while to look good and then deciding, oh man, those locked up animals are getting too aggressive, perhaps it's time we did something about it. I doubt anyone would really take seriously a group of hippies saying "don't drill there there's spotted ruffle crested wood peckers there trying to nest!" haha just realized how organized that is but the odd thing is I'll be typing and then I'll remember what I've been meaning to write or something odd triggers a memory, and rather than take the time to edit, I just let the words flow. Perhaps I'll edit some of this later. Am going to find food. But remember, an Atheist is someone who hasn't had the right teacher yet and if they never do, whose fault is that? Right now I'm pointing my finger at the Mormon church and their friend, or Christians. Like they say, it's hard to soar like an eagle when you're surrounded by turkeys. Besides Marine Biology I want to do this if people won't let me off their mainland: http://www.alexiafoundation.org/about/ - I'll raise some hell if I can get a decent camera, my current Nikon is broken but I can create imagery in words and poetry if I can get proper nurishment, sleep, shelter and safety let alone avoid being harassed. As I've said you've got the least to worry from many street people, perhaps not all but many I've run into since, as in the Race Card video, they look wrong so they're more likely to do right. Crimes are crimes of opportunity not just passion when it comes to abuse, and what's more opportunistic than a goody goody looking religious freak in charge of either a family, scout troop, classroom etc. In an oddly similar way this applies to police/military since they're under watch, already armed and inn a different type of control BUT also looking for these types. That's a huge different. They're hunters of the hunters but they only take orders, or don't make the rules, just enforce them to the best of their capabilities (or some say conscience). I'm not saying they break any rules, they don't even break their own obviously. The golden rule is he who has the gold makes the rules but really, creativity and productivity goes "rampant" (not crime but the human spirit) when you use a google-type of "work environment" rather than formal, rigid and with a routine structure. The "same ole same ole" only stagnates not just creativity but the human spirit, will to survive and much more, all tied to happiness, peace and love (non-violence). Basically, religion is a big corporation that slowly kills us along with other corporations whose work environment are about as safe to you and your family as working with asbestos in bermuda shorts and sandals.

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I wanted to add that some of what I see, if not a lot is fake, even in person as far as what I take credibility in. I've been very vocal about wanting to leave not just the mormon just but also this state and even this country. People use any excuse to keep my ass here but some stuff is real as well, and there are groups that do have an interest in me, and a lot of it may not be good (and isn't from what I've noticed). So yeah, www.exmormon.org and also www.richarddawkins.net is one of my life saving sites, other than science material I've read, individuals and law enforcement and even military as far as jobs and guarding the borders (as I've said most illegal immigrants are the least of our worries as far as I can tell but that can vary slightly).

Attacking or harassing an Atheist should be considered a hate crime. I mean, it's a belief system, basic human rights to be free of religion if you choose or simply take your sweet time if you choose to choose one. Religions are like salesmen, especially used car salesmen that don't let you have a word in edgewise, try to sell you a load of crap and tell you it works great and don't let up. They're hustlers or con artists. How can they act offended etc that you don't believe in the "word of god" or deny god etc when I don't see the guy down here stomping around like Godzilla or going around saying, hey, I'm here, break out the booze you're gonna be saved! Besides, in school, at least in college, certain teachers were better than others and I found that by switching I could learn better. What I've seen in religion is a bunch of unqualified teachers, or the blind trying to blind and then lead the blind. It's the only officially recognized organization, other than past psychology, where the least qualified were often the most sought after teachers. Hence, it's the opiate of the masses perhaps because you either have to be stoned to believe it or once you get drawn into it (or badgered, kidnapped etc) then you end up in a drugged-like state incapable of thinking for yourself. I mean, really, science and religion are separate but wouldn't that simply mean separate classes? What are they afraid of if they have true faith in their god? It's not like the scientists can build robots to go after god or their chosen right? Oh and faith is odd, believing in something you know nothing about and has gotten plenty of people killed (either in wars or by being duped like the Jim Jones people, Branch Davidians), or simply ruins lives or causes others to ruin other's lives. It's an excuse for jealous people to be able to bring others of higher intelligence down, quite simply. Never underestimate the power of stupid people in large numbers. Granted it's not just the clergy but a large part of it is. The problem with religion, even though it's been recorded by not just secular historians that the bible has been changed, religion has been corrupted in the past etc, there's no "margin for error" and they're brutal if you don't know the answer right away (and quite good at it and taking things out of context on purpose). The problem with this is the bible is completely incorrect, out of order and has been revised by not just non-theologens but to purposefully make it wrong. Even if there were some truth it's pretty much gone, though I have to agree with the Jesus part that says "Love one another as theyself and as you love me and God. There's no other law after this, and old testament is history, null and void." It's also an excuse to lump together creepy people with normal people, and it poses a risk for children especially but adults as well. Something so close to family or the very basic function of our society should be closely monitored by the Feds as in cameras, microphones etc. I mean, really, LDS churches in North Ogden teach with paired teachers with the doors open if I'm told correctly and if not, that'd be ideal considering the number of child abuse that happens within that church alone. I hear nuns abuse quite a bit and not just physically, and it goes for baptists as well. There are so many christian sects how can you get any true info? It's like having 1600 different manuals with noticeably different instructions for arming a space shuttle and expecting anything other than a disaster. And religion persecutes non-believers but as soon as you defend yourself with reason especially, you're stomped down rather hard and accused of persecuting religion. It's literally saying it'll illegal to accuse and inform/correct the abuser. Basically, that'd set a precedent in court for a lawyer smart enough to basically say that police have no authority over me on the same principle, or even religious freedom. Let's hope that man boy love association doesn't try that and it will cause a stir to say the least. I mention that because I once noted something good the ACLU did and my brother pointed out they also defended that organization. I think I may have replied well, sounds like religion or the catholics. And that's another thing, mormon abuse is not that well known due to NDAs if I was told correctly or non-disclosure aggreements after they got their money. WTF? It doesn't make the news hardly ever especially in Utah, and not in the numbers appropriate. Instead I see in the news how many naughty things the Hispanics or Blacks or trashy druggies have done and then the nice things the religion does and it reminds me of 1984. I have been to San Fran too, gays are even different there but here, some are not. It's really weird and it may just be me but I haven't been there in a while. Nobody bothered me about any marriage or other issues when I was there and that was before gay marriage was even legalized at first. However, I do believe in the 80s some marriage stuff happened there now that I recall. Hell, I've even seen the video about the militant gays saying they'd sodomize kids in bathrooms, schools, churches etc to make a gay america. Still, in San Fran all you see is just regular people other than the silver covered guy doing the robot (no crime but different and cool) and maybe some gays kissing or holding hands once in a while but truthfully I hardly ever saw that there. I mainly saw tourism, China Town, Fisherman's Wharf and the best damn sea food I ever tasted. People have an impression that gays are flocking the streets with panties and braziers and trying to infect straight people. I've only had bad experiences here and I wonder why (since LDS and others are the dominant religion and yes LDS have many allies including some baptists, almost all catholics etc and they're trying to add Muslims to that as well. Hmmm I read a bit of the Quran, it's like a Loui Lamore Cowboy novel, every other page has violence related material. In the cowboy novels someone got shot on every other page. I read maybe 20-30 pages on the iPod Touch free App and every other them seemed to be "the infidel shall perish, you'll suffer greatly if you don't bow to God, the Jew shall perish, the day of war will come." Ok, so umm I know the people are pretty peaceful a lot of the time and it's more direct than the bible which basically says the same thing but as they say, beats around the bush (at least the followers do.) I also hate the religious people see defiance as a challenge or a threat when it is merely living or trying to escape or even defend yourself. It literally is like someone being robbed, raped or mugged being "defiant" and then being accused of stepping out of line. I get people doing what seems to be the "take a chill pill" action and it's lame. Really. People must be retarded around here and figure, hey, if you're smart enough to figure that out I'll mess you up down to my level or lower, and it will obviously be for different reasons. And people here are idiots and jerks and need things spelled out when it boils down to basic human rights, especially the right to say no. I can say no to anything at any time and I don't have to be accurate in that statement every single time. It's a big pain and something they try to get you into the habit of believing and then when you blurt something out in that context they say, oh hey, you are making out like I have to be completely specific/accurate every time. Obviously there's something wrong with YOU and you're violating MY rights, freedom and safety blah blah or make you out like a bad or creepy person. They're cons and assholes basically. That's basically it, looking for a safe place to stay other than the missions I am at now and not willing to associate with mormons, especially after attempting to report them at mormonabuse.com. I'm finding the catholics, especially hispanics are pretty bad. They're like army ants when it comes to that religious crap and are quite mean about it. No, they don't go door to door like the mormons but the catholics go to poor countries and have catholic schools where they create monsters via abuse. Same results, different methods. http://beforeitsnews.com/news/30/380/Not_Just_the_Catholic_Church_..._Mormon_Church_and_Other_Religious_Institutions_Have_Also_Covered_Up_For_Pedophiles.html Mormons are especially bad at this and these churches are a system of hiding pedophelia and also adult abuse. Mormon divorces are a result of either abuse or cheating (men going to strippers or prostitutes or other younger women etc) so adults get abused as well, and often it involves money too since in Utah you see billboards and commercials saying that bankruptcy is a better option than debt consolidation. You won't see as much of that or none of that almost with higher up authorities in church from bishop to stake prez to general authorities as "examples of what to do to succeed to be safe and happy in life and afterwards." I imagine the ones that end up in those situations were a little "rebellious" and actually tried to enjoy this life and that includes boating, jet skiing, snow mobiles etc or even education (which costs a lot and to get a Pell you have to be poor enough and student loans are no fun to pay back). So just depend on good ole religion to be your welfare office and your education while the yay-whos up top prey on you or your kids and get what they can (jollies included) until you die or they send ya to the nuthouse over your torment (a tortured soul basically.) Oh and the old fart thing where they try to bring a guy down for his gal (or to make themselves feel better by making him think that in modern times at least) is creepy. They say Brigham Young and others killed the youngins of 18-19 or younger (the male that is) when they wanted a gal cuz, well, mormons have horns (they're horny and toot their own horns.) I guess that's why they try to say I'm gay etc cuz I prize an education over rushing into marriage or sleeping with gals or dating right and left (especially when in college and lately just to harass me and it's a basic christian thing too. The old "go forth and make babies cuz god said so" in Genesis. Ok it says be fruitful and multiply. Well, be fruitful means your punk ass has a job first and then you make kids. This is basically creeps (ignorant and pervy people) doing a DOS on me to keep me from finding work. It ranges in different reasons from religious beliefs, beliefs that my race is bad (Mexican or White/European), hatred that I was born mormon but had no choice (they don't care), my political belief (Democratic or merely American), or even make issue that I'd like to live in Mexico who last I checked is an ally (hence the aid in military strategists and perhaps equipment to fight Cartels), old geezers that like to pick on a younger guy for knowing more, and basically anyone uneducated that's bitter about it. You see, I don't know everything nor expect that I will but when I know something and write about it (can we say stalkers?) or if I mention to a friend and someone overhears or if I defend myself with words rather than my fists, it's rather inconvenient and it's hard to get someone arrested or put away for being intelligent but I they work really hard at that in religion and not just missions etc. I'm not saying I don't appreciate the ones that are kind, house me, or feed me but some have flipped out for some reason, and I'll have a book in hand and I'll cover it up (unweaving the rainbow by Richard Dawkins) and some also singled me out as if "hey I know that atheist" and some that go are obviously mormon. I went to church well into my 30s I know a mormon when I see one usually, especially the mainstream ones and even some of the "I wanna prove I'm not mormon and cool by being a skater/street kid." Yeah, gimme a break. Some even go lezzie/gay as if it were trendy. That's kind of odd. However I don't appreciate when I get pretty bad food poisoning in missions (and especially if I'm the only one or one of the very few and the others are friends). People read into that like I should instantly know "it's an allergy" or "I have a bug" when people have ridden my ass non-stop (hence lack of sleep/rest and that includes when I'm awake. I'm used to my quiet, relaxation and meditation time. One reason I liked to mountain bike, hike etc let alone sit on a computer, alone with headphones listening to classical or bluemars.org or something. Continual overload of emotions, auditory, visual, extremes of temperatures etc and I can also sometimes feel when someone watches me or at least it feels that way (perhaps I'm inaccurate it could simply be my body notices other people notice others or something) and when people come stomping behind me or making odd gestures like they're gonna stab or poke me (after some almost attacks at missions including a knife being pulled on me) that shit isn't funny. That guy's knife was long enough to reach me liver through the front of me back in Portland. It was about 7 or 8 or 9 inches long, definitely not a legal knife in Utah. Oh yeah, I get jerks telling me if I don't take my Richard Dawkins book with me everywhere or even rip it up I'll be "forgiven" which is essentially forgiveness for an education. Next they'll be telling people "forget what you learned in college etc and be ignorant and innocent once again." Didn't the catholics try that already? They would read the bible in Latin mostly (or it was written in Latin, the elite language) and none of the congregation had a copy of the bible, nor would it matter since even most Spaniards couldn't read Latin let alone Italians. So, despite the fact Mormons have a "complete set of scriptures" it's 3 fake ones and one that's very questionable if not completely fake (most likely completely fake, King James had it rewritten by hundreds of writers including shakespear) so I'd assume it's a work of fiction. Why hire a Fiction/Drama/Comedy/Tragedy writer among others to rewrite something that was already organized, perhaps truthful etc? It's either a complete and different rewrite or it was rearranged to almost make sense (or just enough sense to trap you into doing creepy or stupid things) and also trap you into being somewhat good, but a slave/subjugate etc or even be "one of the team" and do unto others before it's done to you. I don't say it to be mean, I do want to help people and it's an odd nurturing thing PLUS it's not selfess but selfish, if others are safe then so am I. The human race, let alone Americans and community are literally a flock (birds of a feather flock together) and we all bleed red, we all eat similar food, we can marry etc or get sick off the same things, learn basically the same. A lot of innate and learned things that are natural are used by religion against us. I do believe religion did breed some faith into us (perhaps bred it or twisted it wrong) but perhaps some of it is natural or labeled wrong. Some things you do get used to or take on faith. The sun will rise, rain will always be wet. Just natural. Oh yeah, but the natural man/woman is the enemy of God right? That's what religion wants you to think at the same time they say "oh it's ok you're created in God's image." So God's his own enemy? Hmmm how odd. That and so many other conflicts make people schizo but the thing is, schizo is a point of view. If 20 crazy people are in a room, are more powerful than 1 sane person, then, by vote alone (or perception) who is really crazy if the 20 insist they're not the crazy ones but the 1 sane person. I think that's why a humanism magazine pointed out that Jesus was against organized religion, he saw the dangers not because of God but because man or woman don't always listen and even with good intentions can mess things up. Granted a lot of bad things happen in religion or otherwise by mere accident and it's no crime to be mistaken about it though it can have consequences either way. I also write this because religion is also a psych job that knows how to make you feel guilty about things that aren't your fault. Someone walks by and she's pretty and you notice, oh you are lusting you've got to repent when biology taught me you have hardly any control over that in a healthy state and I mean merely your body's reaction as in heart rate, perhaps thinking, wow what a hottie, phermones being released or something. It's not like you're going to just jump on a person if even in a religious state many people don't. However, guilt/shame are an unhealthy state and basically akin to depression and used by religion to disable people from thinking properly. Sort of like an electric eel about to feed on it's prey or a stun gun for a sin you didn't commit like Adam's fall. Ok, so we're being punished for God's first and favorite but he wanted him to eat the Apple in the first place or else his plan would fail? Oh, but right now I'm not punished for a mormon Prophet failing or Pope nor am I rewarded and instantly (without having to do anything since I did nothing in the Garden of Eden) be just fine cuz Jesus died for my sins. It's like selling an air conditioner to Inuit as my father would say back to me. I remember being rather astute and he did not like that one tiny bit. Guess that's why he's got full mormon privileges now and it's shocking, odd and creepy. Anyhow, 6 minutes left on my time at the library, will find food and then go job hunting etc. Oh yeah and creeps especially hispanics but also others force me to say I'm a perv having done a perverted act (and I've got a bit of brain damage and not just a TBI so it's witness tampering before any trial or without one. Am not able to verbally defend and having trouble speaking clearly thanks to these shits.)and it's something I was going to report the mormons for and not something I had done. ) and hence why I'm paying penance and this is my job to "right what I did wrong" as if I were joe smith or god or something. What a bunch of nuts. This was around long before I was born or ole Joe Smith and really a form of harassment which is also bad for your health (continued stress and and slow attempted murder basically).

Staying in crazy ass christian missions should be outlawed haha

First off, God per the bible is a mean ass prick. He punishes Jesus by offering him as a human sacrifice for obeying (kissing ass as we called it as kids) and punishes the devil and kicks him out the house for trying to be just like him. Dude needs some coffee. The bible, hymns, and churches are all full of imagery that incites abuse and fanaticism. All it takes is that idea and the dichotomy of two separate and opposite truths, and not just the old and new testament. God is the same, he never changes but the old testament eye for an eye is completely opposite of Jesus saying turn the other cheek, love those that hate you. Also, how can a God create or need to create Jesus to judge us more compassionately? A God that doesn't understand compassion is not a true or just God and is like saying Lucifer made Jesus. You also can't fit every plant species needed by animals, insects, let alone the water, handle the waste, air flow, and separate the predators and herbivores especially when the bible is specific on how big the ark is. Oh yeah, and if there's no evolution, we have the same number of animals today (not counting extinctions) so umm yeah there goes that theory let alone creatures that live in tidal pools, trees that die completely when under water etc, and creatures that live under the soil, birds that roost in trees (what'd they do bring their life preservers?) but yeah, that's some wacky ass shit the bible. Oh and Queen James (King James) changed it and even hired Shakespear who left his signature in Psalms. I even wrote some poems concerning the untruths and schizophrania/bipolarism of religion, and contrary to mormon belief or sayings, you can and should judge the gospel by its people, and it's church as well since God nor Jesus is down here telling me this, just a bunch of yay-whos who are full of it. And saying "oh the church is a hospital for sinners" is basically a tell tale sign to stay out of the nut house since that kind of hospital is known as a psych ward and what happens in there other than abuse and rape? Hmmmm basket weaving, you have to smile even when you're being neglected, disrespected, abused etc., i.e. nurse ratchet, and you'll wind up with a lobotomy if you're too mouthy with the abusers. Also, saying I have to pay for adam's transgression is like me doing time for my father committing crimes unless I go to church. It's basically extortion, blackmail (via misguided and misplaced guilt created through abuse, brainwashing, intimidation and threats) so religion also operates like organized crime. Even when you conquer a nation (or "sinners" apperrantly) you take on some of their characteristics, so another reason for non-violence unless you want to become the monster you want to avoid. It makes God and anyone associated with him seem like fictional characters in a fictionally civilized society. Also, forcing people to marry and micromanaging their sexuality is basically human trafficking as well as this applying to missionary work (sending kids to other countries in pairs, unarmed) and is also an opportunity for spouse stealing (the Dear John thing common in mormon religion) which is basically the theft, battery and rape of love from what I've witnessed in my 39 years. Anyhow, here is one poem:

Life is my sin - time my prison and master
For living or not religion kills faster
Be wise and leave the christian heresy
For its an attack on the temple in thee
A true God won't leave you with doubt in your mind
Or bid you come hither on faith that is blind
For faith blinds truth by silencing thought
And leads you where you ought not
The truth takes work not mere fellowship
For in those missteps ones own ethics will slip
For in darkness the devil will bind you if he can
For here on our earth that devil is man
He'll steal both your heart and your mind
With word both cruel and so kind
Rape you and beat you and murder you he will
For refusal to join makes the poison become ill
For poison nor devil can conquer a land
For without followers and leaders alone he doth stand
And man is a more happy and a more social being
When untouched by wiley and devilish fiend
Man his own devil he'll truly become
When his own funeral hymn he has sung
And beware that your words are not too brave at their lie
For a sharp mind and witt will pierce a dull mind's eye


That's a bit less ummm rude than my Seal Flipper Recipe poem...yeah, animal rights activists like PETA beware....you'll probably want to club ME like a baby harbor seal. (Not too bad if the model is naked and pretty sexy but still might hurt haha) Oh yeah, check this out, Queen James, known for being gay, did hire many to change the bible: http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/1661009/did_shakespeare_write_the_king_james.html?cat=38

So now you know, and since other christians have done the same, i.e. catholics, why they like not just altar boys and boy scouts but basically anything that moves. Don't be a dick and don't think with one (or with your ovaries).