My Heart Bleeds True

Fuck your whore daughters, your sons and women
Fuck your patriarchs again and again
Your Jesus is a bit tad too white for the likes of me
And every person that was born to be free
Your worthless to anything that bares any truth
Religion was meant to give hope and harmony
But you use to rape and plunder from ones just like me
No talent can ever be found in your state
Filled with devil hounds that spread lies and spread hate
Contagious and filthy just like a disease
Claiming to support you kick us down to our knees
Like Nazis in times of the second world war
Fake women and men that all act like earth's whore
From tommy gun ss moronson to gordon b wrinkly
This land was cursed and no long of milk and honey
It's now land of rape and money
Yet you still want what's most precious and dear
My love, my integrity and life without fear
Only pain you do deal with that novacaine smile
But others won't fall for your handshake or guile
From fatsos to models your army may grow
Still the world will tell fuck off and just where to go
Cultureless and bland you're Cain's true dark mark
But it's not on the skin but a hole in your heart
It's where Christ's light once was or was never meant to be
It matters not for it's God's job to judge blasphemy
For defiling human temples will lose you your soul
Stone buildings do nothing to make us all whole
Words more empty than infinite space
Show why Lucifer once stood but feel from God's grace
Though my heart tells me there's more to this fight
Twas you who went and stole poor Lucifer's light
For if he once was brother of Adam and Christ
To terrorize souls you all rolled the dice
But no matter for living my life without sin
Is the only guarantee that my life I shall win
A life that was mine and not just gift from our God
For he judgeth not as you say, that's lies and a fraud
He inspects and he looks to find friend and not foe
For family God is all he wants to know
Not perversely not cruelly but a true Father is he
Unlike Mormons he wants us to be free
So unless you don't mind if you're raped or you're killed
Or if you join their ranks they all would be thrilled
For a whore they do seek and so they do all become
No Kingdom in their hearts, only a desolate slum
For Love doth desert this cold barren deseret
And those who pass through are scarred ne'er to forget
Unlike them no matter how many times I might fall
I stand for my God so I stand for us all
No beauty queen, no fortune could lure me away
From love that is true and a peace that will stay
And if I should fall before I reach this one goal
You'll know that evil's servants dealt me a death blow
For killing a spirit they make seem so passe
But I know in my heart God does not want it this way
My God is no fool and my God is not cruel
He won't let me fall to humans nor evil's old tool
When you give up on you then the end does come near
It's belief in your goodness that Mormons do fear
For once you have courage and sense of true worth
You know you were saved from the moment of birth
So my friends and my loves I will bid thee goodbye
I hope to see you soon after I die
Not before your time and not before mine
But when God finds us all, for he'll never stop trying

lol horny bastards

New Jersey Man Pleads Guilty to Transporting Minors to Work as Prostitutes
Thu, 19 Aug 2010 18:17:35 -0500

Child sex trafficker Javon Gordon pled guilty to transporting two minor girls across state lines in support of a prostitution enterprise he ran in Atlantic City, New Jersey.


Oregon Man Charged with Sex Trafficking of a Minor
Thu, 19 Aug 2010 18:15:16 -0500

Lendrick Lee Thomas, of Portland, Oregon, was charged with sex trafficking and transportation across state lines of a 13-year-old female with the intent to engage in prostitution.


Two Arrested in Texas in Connection with Alleged Sex Trafficking Operation
Thu, 19 Aug 2010 18:05:08 -0500

Enforcement action taken at various locations throughout the Houston area by members of the Human Trafficking Rescue Alliance has resulted in the arrest of a man from the Dominican Republic for conspiracy to commit sex trafficking, the arrest of a woman for harboring aliens, and the rescue of several women from a life of prostitution.

I can see paying your friend to practice fixing her plumbing but slavery/human trafficking? Methinks someone's life's been wasted/stolen. Geez, horny fucks!!

Oh yeah, reading an excerpt of "The Shallows" from my iBook app on the effects of the Net on your mind/brain.

Our defenses and social norms used against us

Hearing voices and from electronics

Conditioning or social engineering (hey it's not demolition is it? Haha) to give people the idea that "pirate tv or radio" is a crazy concept especially when it's been done to a degree in the past, and when quantum encryption is broken, is any cipher that secure? Or secure at all? Yet order abs honesty prolongs safety and health/comfort and happiness. So anyway, we're bio-electrical, and every wave brain "ekg" has it's own fingerprint and we are the only ones taking up our spot, typically, plus since even the titanic sank, and good and powerful nations fall, like the original 12 apostles to Native Americans, The Alamo, much of Europe, nations in WW2, the USSR, etc., well, and hackers already into things that are pretty secure and make things operate in ways they shouldn't or weren't originally intended to. Well, even if you're the only one seeing things or "hearing the voices" it's a chain effect or everyone in the room could be affected since it's natural to figure this out, including conditioning over time to have a certain influence on yourself and others, or give them certain feelings or reactions and yousu even BOTH believe it's ok or legitimate. Now, if someone not government wanted to take someone out using the system, that's one way and combined with toxins and the difficulty of diagnosing accurately 100% of the time, even on a good day and with AI helping doctors on insecure computers, well, there you go. When everyone believes plus wants to believe odd/wrong and unnatural norms because if emotions that hold them hostage like "I'll never make it in life if I'm seen as a trouble maker or rebel." well, our emotions, aggressions, compassions, forgiveness, even sexual and social defenses/survival traits or "behaviors" are "life hacked" so to speak, and uses against us. Social engineering was around long before Hitler and is found in the bible and that's even written down poorly as well as poorly organized, and physiologically I can mate and impregnate a woman from way before biblical times, even a neandertal woman so this behavior is instinctual and doesn't require thinking in language or thinking consciously, at times at least. Animals manipulate as do children and even before get learn to speak, let alone read or write. Of course, beware that in order to get rid of the competition there are those that would kick back after teaching others NSF habits so the good people defend themselves, and justifiably so, buy the "guilty" become casualties or victims of friendly fire. Plus when martial arts and the Nine Inch Nails Only video shows that energy can be transferred while not hurting the middle part, or middle man (don't read into that too much, covering bases and being as inclusive as possible), and destroying the target on the other side of the barrier (and the middle man can be police, government, parents, spouses, friends etc., and the victims, like rape victims, are again victimized by the people there to protect them. And with more antennas acting like dristributed computing, including people, walking computers that "just use 10% of their potential" which is like giving 10% to God, per the God makers, plus we all act as an antenna array since we're all made of electrons, protons, etc., or what fuckin universe are you from, so yeah, even when affected on emotional, chemical, temperature, time, age, ability, educational levels, etc., well, there's more than one way to skin a cat. If it doesn't matter or play a part then it's not part of this universe or our reality per laws I'd physics, right? Probably but it depends since we know little of dark matter and just by it's effect on regular matter. There's more than meets the eye, it's just the tip of the iceberg.

Eating the rich makes you a bitch in heat

Know what comcept is lame? Oh he/she is strong/handsome/rich/snobby/smart/happy/rich/successful/quick, they DESERVE to be challenged/picked on/fucked with/stolen from/pushed around/put in their place/have their wealth or knowledge or belongings/money or women or friends distributed among "the less fortunate/more deserving." Yeah, cuz whether you got your health/good looks/smarts/talent/money/friends/women etc., for free from nature/fate/parents/karma/the universe you're somehow better by not having. Isn't that arrogance? That's the snobbery of the thief, bully, stalker, rapist, home wrecker cuz we all know all's fair in love and war like robbing banks, kidnapping for ransom, envy, coveting, lusting after someone's spouse or would be spouse, yeah cuz if you can tell someone's gonna win a contest it's not wrong to sabotage that, and love is sacred. It's priceless when money can't change fate, death, love, time, luck, entropy and of you're somehow better off by stealing, how are you any better? If you're a great person, just the average Joe, holy, a hero, justified, etc., what is the goddamned difference? That's a crime. Eat the rich? I think not. Love, talent, friends, family, intelligence, health, good looks etc., are wealth beyond price when all that can keep you alive and then some. Do the math. You can't have the then some in the equation without the alive part. You fuckers are creepy and inhumane. This applies whether or not you're jealous of sexual orientation, sexual attraction, social status, status at work, etc., cuz to live/be successful it's not just what you know but who you know.
Rich people hurt too, feel love, compassion, are human/mortal and aren't put on this earth just for you, can't see the future/read your mind, solve every problem when it took Einstein, Hawkins, human history, Joe Smith, Moses, Mohammed, John the Baptist, Solomon, Job, Pancho Villa, Ghandi, Sitting Bull, Geronimo, etc., a great effort to arrive where they are, and even Einstein fucked up and wasn't happy with the results. You wanted happiness but take mine when mine wasn't even complete or all there yet? Way to go Einstein!

Mobile Devices as Weapons of mass disruption/destruction

Oh and a mobile phone/device needs no security? And all that personal/work info is on there plus it's right pocket, next to your heart AND can be used to spy on those around you as a listening device, even passively which is currently undetectable from the outside unless the Feds jack into your phone, and anyone is a target from preteens to universities, governments, scientists, hospitals, churches, law enforcement, military AND the CIA/NSA/FBI etc., etc., etc. The firmware, drivers, apps, streaming content, music, photos, etc., can be virused/trojaned/wormed "just like a real computer." An iPod Touch IS a real computer and only connects around WiFi. A smartphone often does that too and connects via 2G, 3G and now 4G and all that is connected via satellite, airwaves which are conducted through the environment into the ground, buildings, watertable, sewage, power lines, lakes, rivers,vehicles, people, animals, other electronics etc. , which can, at least to a degree, bounce/reflect, transmit, store, radiate like a dipole, leave residue/signature after transmission stops/is out of range like blood under a UV light, etc., and then there's bluetooth and Adobe Flash and other dynamic content/advertisements.

EMF hypersensitivity

All you have to do is spike or alter someone, even temporarily to get them in that state. You develop allergies later in life. Repeated sports injuries/exertion leads to later issues with hip joints, vertebrae etc. How about repeated and prolonged use of cell phones, wifi, electronics? There's force fields for the outside of ships, a virtual exoskeleton but what about an endoskeleton with warm fuzzies used like lysene in Jurassic Park? That and lack of healthy lifestyles, toxins, lack of sex, love, replacing real relationships and social interaction with facebook, instant messages, email. Believing/practicing abstinence, not drinking, partying, fornicating (that's just sex), education (invigorating the mind), fear, isolation, disinformation, stress, trauma, war, rape, etc., there go our defenses and then seeing allies, family, community fall and the offer by the enemy or enemies to "join us if toy can't best us," and the instinct for survival in a confusing situation and you've breached defenses rather effectively. Even just waltzing in when opportunity knocks means the same results or similar escalations. And conditioning and the stress/confusion/threat to the environment (people included for certain) when the target finally comes round/to and you've got yourself a living Chernobyl/snowball effect.

Victims of our senses, bodies

Info overload as a weapon

http://news.discovery.com/tech/dark-side-of-tech.html

It's already happening. When info overload causes mental issues, coupled with toxins, emotional and physical trauma, loss of love, lack of sex and social activities and friends which leads to a decreased blood cell count and guilt/shame/fear/trauma caused just by the "standards" of religion as well as ritualistic or perverse abuse, well, when the body suffers then so does the mind. The eternal round and what's also psychological harmful, physically and emotionally/spiritually than the thought of being tortured forever, let alone a taste of that agony. You lose your will to fight which and/or for rescue and that leads to submission pr meekness, humility and the lack of will/desire to be ethical/moral or survive while in states of denial, projection and an empty feeling and need for fulfillment. A burning desire to know your purpose, to "fulfil your destiny/God's will." That alone doesn't need guilt or shame or fear or reward. It twists the nurturing/self sacrificing instinct in all capable of being a parent. It's like the sparrow that lures the snake from the best by pretending to be hurt or parent that gives their life to save their child. Lots more to this? You have/had no idea.

Sex as a weapon and the ubderground as a self healing network

That how to video on partying your way to better health shows that flirting increases your white blood cell count and webmd.com shows that sex is healthy in many ways. It's like food or water. It keeps you alive so if hackers/social engineers figure out how to use your own need to survive, like a siege or sabotaging the water table, like ninjas/samurai used to do with wells etc., using mercury. That's old school and still using it will distract from other methods in times of info/event overload. Your body does not want to die so when the confusion of social/religious norms that say "don't hump, it's bad for you." akin to "don't eat/drink before marriage, or you'll go to hell cuz god loves you and says it's bad for you," well, your body will react by itself in a knee-jerk reflex to rebuild your emotions, get rid of loneliness, being horny, etc because you NEED your immune system to be alive in this earthly environment. Period. Saying otherwise is like saying "you wont get AIDS/food poisoning if you pray first." Sure, and I'm Jesus and David Koresh was just warming you all up for me. Oh please. Now everyone is different in upbringing, physical strengths and weaknesses, allergies, what foods, environments, music, education, knowledge, people help them thrive/heal or brings them down/hurts them physically. Stealth bombers? People are flying through space like a "space cowboy" simply by standing on a big rock that's spinning on it's axis while it spins around a sun as well. Not too shabby and even bacteria aren't too dumb without a brain when they can plan three steps ahead in a colony. Oh and fear/cowardice is like hurting your leg etc., and not being able to fight. Leave no man/woman behind. An effective fighter builds up strength and quickness and intelligence and some goes as far as sabotaging the enemy. Like Signs some are scouting or probing our defenses. Even if the military doesn't do that, well the concept applies and everyone knows that missionaries do the same when it's also documented that in WW2 the Red Cross did some extracurricular activities outside it's charter.

Rough Draft on Border Agents at our borders

** First US Guards at Mexico border **
The first of up to 1,200 National Guard troops are deployed along the US border with Mexico as part of President Barack Obama's pledge to increase security.
< http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-us-canada-11020174 >

Fixing that is damn easy unless you think too little or too much. Go after companies/Americans that employ illegal workers, people who buy drugs, and since Mexico is against the death penalty, lobotomize the criminals. They do worse along with Mexican authorities to be honest. They shoot people coming across the border. Granted, everything sets a precedent but that's like saying you could never pardon a criminal because it sets a precedent. There's still a lot of them on jail and even I'm alive and in pretty good health. Politicians aren't that daft.

Police acting as border patrol and media OCD focus on Latino/Black/Asian/Minority crime

You know why making police act as border patrol is a bad idea? When families are afraid to report crimes, or single people, the crime/gangs run rampant AND recruit by the ole "we'll beat on you until you join but the other gang will kill you. Come with me if you wanna live." Then you've got more cop shooting, meth dealing, drive by human trafficking problematic arms dealers to contend with. Oh and Utah news only points out how bad Latinos are for our community just by focusing on their crimes and front paging Latino crime on the news in print and tv/web. Guess ya'll don't like competition since whites have both violent and white collar in the bag. Or is there something else more nefarious that you're hiding because we all know that crime isn't that lucrative. Even for the mafia compared to making easy money the honest way.

How to solve world hunger

Gel for growing crops

Use ant farm/Petrie dish type gel rather than soil. Like hydrogen fuel cells, can create byproduct that's water. Nutrients are there and can grow, especially if byproduct or THE bacteria. Also engineer bacteria to release water/moisture as a byproduct or a plant/fungoid/organism. There's other ways, safe ways and not chemicals and natural ingredients you can use rather than chemical fertilizers, pesticides etc. Combined with condensers, based on the morning dew effect, make a gel that acts like that clock on thinkgeek.com that runs off water. Have it power the condensers and bug zap pests. Ever think of having a force shield around the crops based on the Tesla lightning thing? Solar works along with natural batteries and alternator coils that amplify the power and capacitors. Those don't wear out easily do they? Use the malleable metal that goes ductile when a certain current through it as a gate, battery or as a distributed Venus fly trap. Use sensors along with ways to visually measure plant health, like cameras set on UV or infrared etc., and run a current through metal to activate defense system and adjust and have generic setting for pests in that area and general pests. Decompose insects make good fertilizer. Raising pests will be new business. Even make plant secrete gel/substance thay when "electrified" or activated, kills the insects and then shuts off. It's temporary and biodegrades into inert substance after it's turned off but last long enough to kill insects. Also monitor plant genome to make sure it doesn't mutate genetically to be poisonous. Same principle as putting a white flower in red water. Petals turn red. Engineer plant to have petal-like qualities if you have to.

Freedom of Religion Already Protects Spoiled Gays

Inspired by a pretty and funny Vlogger:

freedom of religion is already protected - gay marriage is not an issue. I read that Unitarian church allows gays/Atheists however marriage, as defined by the Bible is a man and a woman. Gays and Atheists and others complain that the bible is not true, and for example, that it contradicts itself, yet these same people demand that we contradict the Bible ourselves. Isn't that like complaining that our government or that humans are contradictory of full of shit in a secular setting but then turning around and demanding we break the law and our ethics merely so they can be "happy." Hey, you're gonna get divorced anyway and child custody battles? You want to be in settings where you're accused of child molestation or physical abuse as well? Gee, and miss out on your single life, roman type orgies and not having to get disemboweled in war, various body parts shot off and left on the streets to die by the VA? Granted, might be lack of funding or their hands tied by who knows what agency or law or whatever, but still, it happens. So you look forward to a draft if there's ever a war to equal or go beyond the suck of Vietnam? Oh I bet you really look forward to post traumatic stress disorder where you shoot up a McDonald's, learn to hate minorities you're supposed to protect, and beat your spouse/bf/gf/lovers into a coma or death and end up in prison or getting the chair? Gee, I'm sorry I barged in on your life. Of course this could be a cop out since gays know how good they have it plus, hey, how is it physically possible for a man not to like women? It's all in the attitude and the perfect sneak attack so they can get our women when we die fighting them, or in a war or who knows what? Get the gopher to pop it's head up. What motivates men most? Hot women. How about those that truly are sick in the head and into the young ones? Gee, the gopher/father/mother figure popped it's head up, that must be where the treasure is! Oops! There's always some sort of plot twist in real life. Ever figure out those "hard to figure out" mystery tv shows? Now how many are puzzled by real life things? How about those Feds, law enforcement, scientists, clergy, politicians that are "made to look dumb" on television but ummm all that takes is editing, misquoting, tricking, catching off guard, being lied to, riling up, kicking them when they're down, even repeatedly? Gee, ummm info wars anyone? WTF?? Oh and gays act like they're the only ones that matter, have been killed, beaten up, harassed, discriminated against, etc., and this itself is discrimination. It's like taking up all the oxygen. Maybe you didn't shoot or stab the rest, but you robbed them of something vital. Their rights, life force, and freedom to defend that. This is a republic not majority wins. What's up with that? I thought gays are educated, patriotic or at least ethical and moral? Golly gee whiz what a surprise. Is there no end in sight? I guess my end is in your sight and you're beginning to get on our nerves by riding our political asses. Oh and stealth is the biggest asset/defense in war/romance so gays, you parade out in the open and you make you, your fams and friends a target or the militant ones wanted this in the first place. Children/siblings/family/citizens wanting to destroy their fams/community/country? No effin way!! It's not like Columbine or Oklahoma ever happened or 9/11. When brainwashing, disinfo, strongarm and self serving tactics are used, isn't that a cult? Oh, divide and conquer, harassment, tactics on par with ecoterrorism and animal rights activists with the hypocracy to go with it, gee, I'll stay Republican.

anti-gov's

Wow, what's with skinhead types and Mexicans? Sure a shaved head doesn't necessarily mean skinhead, but flipping me the bird with a carload of Mexicans while I'm wearing a military baseball cap is a bad idea. Also, former hillbilly roomies of my youngest bro in a white kia sportage going to America First CU and giving me creepy looks is odd. Btw, skinhead with copycat sleeve tatt for probable setup when the sedan is black, wow, that's odd. Has North Ogden invested in security cams? Btw, I've a good idea who may have taken my first ipod and why. If I even mumble my pin/pw in my sleep, well, and some pw info I am told Unisys never changes, plus, they'd get a bit of an idea of network topology if they even logged in once or if I noted what it was for or even if they social engineer, call in with names, partial knowledge and weasel it out of someone. Even good IT people will screw up on a bad day. Dude, why do big fat Mexicans, maybe Native, blow me kisses as they drive by? Do I look like a taco?

More continuation of tweets.

Even if it initially appears something bad/toxic is helping someone, don't jump in on it. Don't sacrifice yourself, it's wrong for us Aztecs to sacrifice others so how are you different? It can be noble to give your life for others but your nobility is not around to keep helping. Invest wisely. And as hymn singing WW1 vets can attest to, perhaps on the other side, we all just want presents and love on Christmas. Maybe that religeous enemy is our reflection or us in a diff environment/time. Nevermind what Jesus would do. We're not even 1/3 God. What would you do? Light of Christ or not, that's like arguing evolution as a turning point when your ipod touch is science and you can put anything from porn to bibles to Qurans yo Toras to Richard Dawkins to Art to make friends and find love or mountain biking spots, etc., etc., etc. I'm drug free btw. Fuck legalizing drugs. I intend to live and live sane.

Racism and the human race

Oh and racism? We're the human race. Hate? That's just someone that's pissed off and can't/won't multitask. Every group talks shit. When it comes to survival I consider aids or gays to be an invasive species. Some natives may bless/thank their food but I'm not about to thank anyone that rapes, fucks up or maims the human race. Homos may be different like having a temper problem doesn't mean you're gonna off someone. I've got a bit of my father's temper coupled with my mother's Y chromosome intelligence. How does a Mexican get into BYU in the 60s if she's not intelligent? I'm not smart from my "white side" idiots. Gays demanding marriage rights is bull. I need sex and food to live but I can't barge into your house, borrow your daughter, or wife, raid the fridge and tell you how to run your home. If it ain't broke, don't fix it like a mad mafia scientist fixing the human race to survive, not just prosper.

Anti Governant? I don't think so!

Fighting each other in defense is ok so anti-gov people try to say it's ok to fight the government. However, they first try to convince you the government is your enemy. If they have to convince you then it's bullshit. I think of it as trying to get me to attack myself and my security detail. Many attack citizens because they see through the single point of failure system and know that even just the government can't survive without the citizens because it's just a bunch of citizens with different jobs and training and knowledge/insight. So by attacking the government you're committing suicide and murder at the same time in the extreme cases like McVeigh or if you're pissing on it in the wrong way at the wrong time intentionally you're eroding the damn so it's bound to break pretty soon. However, it's a slippery slope because that's like saying you're untouchable no matter what you do since being wrong is 100% human and 100% ok/normal. Even in defense it's prudent to take the FBI method of no torture and tearing all as citizens of the planet. I also like the take if that one guy in Lord of the Rings where he takes no pleasure in killing the enemy because they just want to live too and who knows how they wound up fighting us. I'm not condemning no remorse for defending yourself because that's what it is. I'd just rather think of it in that context and realize I'd have no remorse in most if not all situations. And don't try the divide and conquer thing. People see life as jujitsu as there always being a counter move for the truth. Just live and let live. I might just forget my ethics in my old age when fight or flight instinct kicks in.

Perhaps more than a passing comment

Are you going to keep praying for a rescue when God sends that all the time, or are you getting in the first rescue craft as the water climb higher? Who's gonna be more honest? Someone who thinks this might be it, just one life and that's it or a group that talks and acts as if they've got some Titan AE spiritual escape vehicle. I just don't know if there's a God. I'm scared, nothing more. Don't stop believing on my account but start living and help/let me live? I'm definitely no savior or whatever but I'm a smart ass that noticed something, perhaps one of the first to put his finger in the leaking hole of the damn to prevent the flooding of the global village. Anyone else feel like living?

Perfection

Never expect perfection from anyone or anything, especially yourself. Never place perfection above peoples feelings and needs. Perfection is not necessary nor attainable because the criteria for perfection us different for everyone and the universe/earth is in constant motion so even if people agreed on the concept of perfection once, it'd quickly become outdated and even conjoined twins wouldn't have time nor patience to constantly keep those definitions the same.

Tactics for law enforcement and human survival

If that tactic is good for the military and intel agencies as well as cartels, well, adapt or die/fail/be less effective. The most dangerous failure is the one you can't see. It builds up like cholesterol until one day you're dead or crippled etc. To survive and be healthy means that not taking the chance to improve when even politicians/press pats you on the back is vital. If the enemy is alive always assume they're currently about to outdo the last defense you set up. Otherwise history repeats itself like a for-while programming loop. Life IS like the Internet or is mirrored in more obvious ways than you'd think. Cyberwarfare is an accelerated and less obscificated reflection of what all enemies are capable of, when bacteria are capable of planning 3 steps ahead in colonies. Stupidity/ignorance is just a wiring of the brain like bad or good habits, and it's a skill in love and warfare. Don't get suckered. Form obvious networks and not so obvious networks with civilians, boy scouts, civil air patrol, fire fighters, police, doctors, teachers, students, corporations etc. What's more effective and intimidating than a people united at all levels, rather than people who butt heads more within a densely populated country and in their hearts and minds are more scattered and confused than the bible claims Israel is. Perhaps it's right and we're Israel so we need to unite and start living and surviving and kicking ass when we're forced to.

I got fucked up in North Ogden

I'm pretty damn sure fags and even many lezzies are a threat to this nation. I side with Christians, Muslims, Jews, Mormons that are against gay marriage and them going near kids or adults when they're not welcome. By that I mean our lives, personal space, love and relationships and raising kids. I don't have to justify or explain that. I run my life and rights. Oh and I am not republican nor do I like Utah so fuck off about Conservatives picking on you for wanting to exercise your rape rights. There's a diff between homo genetics anf the gay/faggot agenda. It's the difference between simply living and imposing your will/agenda and even rape on others. Rape is a crime of power and war. Art of war says that fighting a winning war means making it not look like a war. I'm just pissed off, sick and tired and not willing to let people fuck me over. I was reactionary and not proactive but that's done. I wanna live damnit and fuck anyone that tries to stop me. I'm tired of even women threatening me for being alive. It's not just about honesty. Oh and I got poisoned again or got sick/food poisoning. That environment in north Ogden makes me sicker than shit. I feel really off today and it worries me a bit. My heart doesn't feel right. Oh well, I'll recoup but if not guess I won't have to worry much if I'm dead. I seem to have lost a bit of hearing too. I'm mentally out of it and still managed to write am essay. Btw I'll never fall asleep on the couch again. I woke really fucked up and remember being beat on the head and passing out and the back door was open. My sister acted panicky when I asked her who was there that morning so obviously she's scared. Oh and a gal I though was 14 a couple years ago is on an lds mission. Apparently I know jack shit about age. This was around 2008 or 2009 I thought she was 14 lol. Lds women can only go on missions at age 21. My brain hurts but I'll be ok. Oh and some short, stout blonde made a weird threat about hacking me via the jailbreaking I did on my iPod. Yay. Guess I shouldn't have used the US Army theme like she said. I hate PITAS. oh and I've no travel plans soon, I need to recoup. I hope I don't have a concussion. I forgot to check dilation. Did I mention I think I lost some hearing in North Ogden? That or jailbreaking goofed the volume on my iPod and even my super bass noise canceling Koss earphones don't shake my brain like before.